Balance

ridiculous willfulness beautiful skillfulness whole vividness marvelous ambitiousness limitless, sometimes there’s wickedness sinfulness, suspiciousness some days despicable, other days pure blissfulness

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Stellar

What was it that you used to tell her? That she deserved better? That from her clothes to her smile she was always a stellar You stared at her eyes and knew this wasn’t an error Had conversations for hours and praised her for being so clever You wouldn’t mind this forever However sometimes it […]

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Sick Coping Mechanism

Sick coping mechanisms Moping, because I sometimes can’t properly cope I’m broken, but I’m also glowing Soaking in tears but zoning in peace Smoking my thoughts then throwing tantrums Moaning, choking, floating So many sick coping mechanisms But it’s better than exploding I’m loading my positivity I’m voting and hoping that this time it stays […]

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Horns & Halo

I have both Horns and Halo But they completely ignore the Halo I don’t feel like explaining, they’ll judge anyway My soul is mellow but according to their assumptions I’m a volcano They say they know me, I’m not sure how I stay low, I’ve had my glow, but why do they need to know? […]

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Different Bridge Zones

You left me in a love bankruptcy I’m left to cross the bridge alone I thought you were the perfect fit And then you switched, you began to twitch I thought this was real but you were just a glitch You loved me in silence, yelled in high pitch I guess I’m left to cross […]

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Rotating Backwards

I’ve been trying to move ahead But my vibe was rotating backwards I was trying to be the master But my thoughts were the attackers They held on to negativity like wrappers It soon became a hazard I need to move ahead, not backwards I need to be my own master, and not a slacker […]

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Escape

Lately, I’ve been trying to escape Everyday I thought about running away Get lost in a parade, all I do is complain I was going to suffocate, all those feelings you evacuated  Each day you create new ideas for me to love, ones I embrace My mind was full of mistakes, I was so afraid […]

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Calm Atmosphere

I’ve learned how to sink into calmness Beyond the dark atmosphere I’m enjoying the calm air, the calm energy Sitting in a pose, palms facing up The soft, perfect silence Sweat pants, messy hair, and some lip balm Music playing, high in thoughts, high in energy I’m feeling calm My concentration heightened, my sadness slowly […]

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Baby Steps

It’s never personal It’s just complex Your complexion is irresistible But I must behave Slowly graduating but proceeding in baby steps I want to intertwine spirits but I still haven’t murdered my insecurities I’ve executed an illustrious plan to feel like a beauty goddess I love your face but this is more than just appearance

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Rebel

You’re now aware that you no longer chain me You’re upset that you no longer get to control my gains And now you claim that I’m a rebel When really, I’m just on a different level You’re stuck behind and I’m trying to win the life medal You’re going around telling everyone I’m a rebel […]

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