No Smoking

Ironically, I’m smoking by a sign that says “no smoking” I don’t care because my mind is zoning, I’m dosing I hear you, but the words keep floating My thoughts won’t stop, I leave them flowing I tell you to stop, you keep on going I’m okay, but sometimes my soul feels broken You speak, […]

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For Nothing

Feed my soul’s curiosity  Tell me… … Honestly, I need to know Did I give you my love for nothing? … I sit in a corner pouting I won’t lie, I’m hurting All that trusting And for what? For nothing All this time I thought you felt something … I did not receive not even […]

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Imaginary Love

Unwanted illusions  Unrealistic conclusions Causing so much confusion My love for you has always been an amusement You promised you’d love me, but you never proved it … I focus on your energy’s vibration It only aligns with mine on certain occasions I tell you to show me you love me, and you show me […]

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Ashes

I close my eyes and I get flashes Messed up and happy flashbacks, setbacks Remembering the times, you used to lash back My heart feels like it’s soon turning into ashes Because it felt like I was missing all my chances Soaked eyelashes, my wounds covered with patches Fighting strong for your compassion Saw me […]

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Profit

You were the one who told me I deserved better That if it didn’t work out with you I should still find better But anytime you miss me, you call me and tell me you’re trying to kiss me But you only miss me for profit Many times you confirmed your soul is genuine but […]

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Main Component

Magnifying moments You have talent in being a showman My glorious moments, you’ve stolen I wanted a role, but I was never chosen  You never cared to see that my mind is golden I was hoping you would notice But you never provided your focus You were never with me in the moment  You always […]

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If I was a kid again

If I was a kid again I would tell you to treat her different I don’t like the way you treated her I advised her to leave you every day Told her not to worry about me I was a child back then But anyone knew, it was easy to see   The way you […]

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Never Explicit

I’m thinking about you every other minute I might be crossing the limit You tell me you’re here to stay but this is only a visit, I feel it in my spirit Your thoughts are so confusing Yet mine are so explicit Your confusion inhibits my growth You lied under oath You promised many times […]

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Nowhere to run

Nowhere to run There is an external magnet holding me back I tried connecting with you spiritually You only wanted me sexually After you, my heart is protected with rendered walls It keeps my heart from becoming radiant It’s stopping my mind from the awakened Enigmatic secrets that you left I question them on a […]

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Handmaid

I knew one day you would change But I wasn’t waiting for that day to be today Can we rearrange for another date? this feeling I really hate is it up for debate? I feel betrayed it feels like a blade I slaved for our love and you’re the one who got paid never provided […]

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