Tag: sadpoetry

Profit

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You were the one who told me I deserved better

That if it didn’t work out with you I should still find better

But anytime you miss me, you call me and tell me you’re trying to kiss me

But you only miss me for profit

Many times you confirmed your soul is genuine but you can’t even be honest

I ask you how often you miss me and you respond often

Want to love me in June and disappear in August 

You say you miss my face but I know you really miss my body

That’s when you become a nobody 

You’re fooling everybody

But I know it’s for profit

Those secrets need to come out of the closet

Main Component

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Magnifying moments

You have talent in being a showman

My glorious moments, you’ve stolen

I wanted a role, but I was never chosen 

You never cared to see that my mind is golden

I was hoping you would notice

But you never provided your focus

You were never with me in the moment 

You always acted like my opponent

And every time I felt like crying, you were the main component 

If I was a kid again

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If I was a kid again

I would tell you to treat her different

I don’t like the way you treated her

I advised her to leave you every day

Told her not to worry about me

I was a child back then

But anyone knew, it was easy to see

 

The way you were treating her

I felt like you were beating her

But you weren’t even touching her

Your words were power to her

But always powerless to me

You didn’t tell her you loved her

Never brought her flowers

Rare occasions did I see you speak to her

 

If I was a kid again I would advise you to treat her better

Even though I just wanted you to leave her

So I wouldn’t see her hurt anymore

Over and over I advised her to leave you

But she loved you

She told everyone she was with you because of me

But every night I would tell her she deserved better

And that wasn’t you

I was good, I always knew

She never was and it’s your fault

 

If I was a kid again I would tell you to treat her better

I now pay for the damage you created

The same way you treated her, she now treats me

Rarely do I see her smile

She says she doesn’t love you but I don’t believe her

If I was a kid again I would tell you to treat her better

And maybe she would be happy and be treating me better

And maybe I wouldn’t hate you

Never Explicit

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I’m thinking about you every other minute

I might be crossing the limit

You tell me you’re here to stay but this is only a visit, I feel it in my spirit

Your thoughts are so confusing

Yet mine are so explicit

Your confusion inhibits my growth

You lied under oath

You promised many times it was under control

Told me to just go with the flow

What a joke

You didn’t know your limit

You promised this was more than a visit

Told me to trust you with my spirit

But your words were never explicit

Reflection before Infection

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My mind is brightened

And then it gets darkened by an invasion

All these random thoughts came without an invitation, they called themselves depression

They begin to move my energy in a different direction

Completely ignoring my suggestions

Then it begins to enjoy the rejections, all the aggression

I start obsessing on my imperfections

Completely ignoring my precious connection to my state of mind to Heaven

What once was special it’s now a deception

My mind is in a deep detention concentration

It’s a challenge to hunt for the corrections

It takes a huge amount of attention on reflection

You must put your faith in your protection

You must make corrections and travel to the next dimension

Before it becomes a weapon and spreads like an infection

Nowhere to run

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Nowhere to run

There is an external magnet holding me back

I tried connecting with you spiritually

You only wanted me sexually

After you, my heart is protected with rendered walls

It keeps my heart from becoming radiant

It’s stopping my mind from the awakened

Enigmatic secrets that you left

I question them on a daily

And I get no replies

The dosage of you I took is too high

I keep hoping truth would defend me

But sometimes it’s against me

Handmaid

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I knew one day you would change

But I wasn’t waiting for that day to be today

Can we rearrange for another date?

this feeling I really hate

is it up for debate?

I feel betrayed

it feels like a blade

I slaved for our love

and you’re the one who got paid

never provided your aide

my love was handmade

you wanted a handmaid

the love I provided you erased