Holding tight to my integrity Fighting hard for serenity They tell me I need therapy I am my own remedy So many painful memories Sometimes it makes me forget my identity Stuck in a hypnotic melody Until mentally, I am my own enemy At war with my energy Fighting the devil for clarity Winning is […]

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Fighting Sometimes frightened But I refuse to give into fear There is no way the end is near I am tired of hiding I am tired of shouting I am tired of crying in silence It’s about time I started surviving

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My messages are still unread It’s surreal, was it even real? So many thoughts unsaid I kept them in because I didn’t feel safe You started getting distanced and I wasn’t about to chase We’ve had better days, but you’ve never left my messages unread I’m not sure who you became This isn’t who you […]

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Suicidal thoughts Got my stomach in knots My thoughts tried to kill me, but they got caught Stuck for so long in the same spot It’s almost impossible to connect the right dots I almost gave in, but I deserve another shot

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I got you to the moon and back I’m sorry sometimes I am exhausted and I slack But I promise to be the best mother I can be I correct my actions because I want you to see I am leading by example even though sometimes my mind is a battle My sweet boy, I’ll […]

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I’m sorry you sometimes pay because of my triggers I’m really trying to go days without feeling bitter I swear you make my days feel sweeter When I flip, it’s because of past slips You give me the best mind trips But I still have monsters in my closets When I see you, I get […]

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Waiting, waiting for so long it becomes frustrating Debating, generating crazy emotions, I feel them all hit me in slow motion I’ve waited for you for so long because you’re really captivating Still hesitating, slowly graduating to trust you, hope still circulating Your vibe is so fascinating, never have me feeling devastated Integrating our souls, […]

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Do you know what it’s like?  To have demons inside?  No matter how much you tried No matter how much you cried It’s there with you side by side While you slowly died It almost consumes you It almost divides you Slowly killing all your passion Slowly killing all your compassion I want you to […]

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Have you ever felt like you needed to shout?You open your mouth, and nothing comes out?But tears start to flow, when you’re trying to hide them, they run really slowYou hold in so much emotion, one day you explode, you’re on a different modeAnd you think it’s random, it came out of nowhere, it’s a […]

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You’re a bad habit that I would love to consume You’re no good for me, I assume I want to get away, but you refuse Your plan is to seduce My mind is at battle with my heart, I’m so confused You’re a bad habit that I would love to consume I might get used, […]

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