Serenity

Peace, serenity… to clear my mind and stay away from the enemy Focusing all my energy on them was leaving me breathlessly The worst part is they never felt any empathy I was focused on them and they were also just focused on themselves … Peace, clarity…to focus most of my energy on myself instead of them The way they were living their life, it was so dreadfully In them I tried to find therapy, but they’re mostly focused on jealousy They were never close to becoming my remedy, I walked away, my heart feeling heavily I wanted to help … Continue reading Serenity

Miraculous Moments

Miraculous moments finally starting to happen I was stuck in a misfortune for a really long time I always proceeded with caution But sometimes we get extreme pain without a warning Some days it feels like torture, but I learned to tackle it portion by portion My patience would shorten, some days I had really sad mornings I thought I was alone, but I noticed the pain was quite common I always recover from pain, but the experiences are never forgotten My positive thoughts played a huge role, my thoughts are extremely important Got so close to my positive thoughts, … Continue reading Miraculous Moments

Next Step

I don’t want to overstep I don’t want to be here if I’m not wanted here… Let me know, I could easily disappear You keep toying with my mind Tell me how you really feel… Just for a slight second be real You swore that you would love me But moments with you and I never feel wanted I want to sit on your lap, you’re too busy with your cigar Your vibe was a vibe I once admired I guess your feelings for me expired Who knew…that there was limit to love me? Who knew… that you once loved … Continue reading Next Step

Drowning

Slipping, sipping, flipping out Sitting, weeping, almost quitting At that moment it felt like I was never winning Admitting to my pain, committing to heal Transmitting bad energy to those who didn’t deserve it Chilling, willing, forbidding bad energy to enter my system Splitting my good energy from my bad energy, the bad energy was so thrilling My thoughts spinning, as I was missing my peace of mind Digging deep into my thoughts to find happiness Tricking my body so it thinks I’m alright My pain triggering bad thoughts Almost drowning, swimming until I feel like I’m completely living Continue reading Drowning