No Smoking

Ironically, I’m smoking by a sign that says “no smoking” I don’t care because my mind is zoning, I’m dosing I hear you, but the words keep floating My thoughts won’t stop, I leave them flowing I tell you to stop, you keep on going I’m okay, but sometimes my soul feels broken You speak, […]

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Sleep Paralysis

Sleep paralysis, I cannot move Stuck in analysis, to fight or remain calm My mind is alarmed, it’s wide awake while my body is asleep Hearing footsteps around me, getting closer to my body I cannot move, the paralysis I cannot remove Dark shadows surround me, and I cannot move To enjoy the experience or […]

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Intertwine Energy

Delicate heart, concrete mind Soul and mind finally bind They become one and they intertwined It’s a massive power when they’re both combined Elegant presence, neat alter ego The feeling is so powerful, I can’t let go When it’s time to be completely awakened, I’ll know, I’ll feel it in my bones The bad energy […]

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Endlessly

I keep sharing all this unique energy, but they’ve become greedy and they’re not sharing I’m giving, they’re consuming it, I get nothing in return, it’s not longer a rotation I’m giving you life, you’re killing me And if that’s what you want, that’s what you need to chase elsewhere I’m done with feeling like […]

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Break the cycle

Finding a path is extremely hard when you keep going in circles How do you choose a side when you’re stuck in a cycle?  What do I do with old thoughts?  Do they just get recycled?  This is a test and the only option is survival  I am my own tragic and also my own […]

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Subliminal Messages

You’re no longer putting in the effort It’s not the same anymore, it was better You say you still love me but show up with all your subliminal messages You say we’re connecting spiritually and mentally, we both know this is only physical You look at me and smile but the vibes you’re sending out […]

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Perspective

It’s a matter of perspective if you don’t agree you can at least respect it that doesn’t mean you have to accept it it doesn’t even have to affect you  Some people say cruel words and then they regret it their pride wont let them apologize, so they forget it then they get upset when […]

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Control of Destiny

Surprisingly I’ve managed to keep my character placid  even though my heart feels like it’s being dripped in acid it’s received so many beats I once thought it would turn into ashes Many times I thought my heart wouldn’t be able to take it and it would lead me into a casket I’ve been tapping […]

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Converted Energy

It took me a while to open up it took me a while to find my voice that’s why I feel so offended when people try to silence me, my mind you’ll never shut I’m observing, I’m learning, & I’m speaking up I’m standing up for what’s right and I’m never giving up I’ll never […]

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Paradise

Peace, serenity looking out for the enemy those who can’t agree to disagree because to them they’re always right if you don’t agree, they are putting up a fight like we don’t have freedom of speech my thoughts differ from yours my sanity I’m trying to preserve but sometimes I witness dark discoveries I struggle […]

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