Solitude

Sometimes I enjoy my solitude I’m sorry, I’m not being rude I just have ideas I need to pursue I cannot afford to get confused So I’m a little aloof I got something to prove There are certain areas I need to improve All my energy I need to save and consume I want to achieve the real thing, not a substitute You get the real me, not an excuse Don’t want to put up with other people’s dispute I enjoy other people’s company But I know they won’t always follow through Continue reading Solitude

You’re already on costume (HALLOWEEN special)

You don’t have to wait for Halloween to show your true colors You’re costume is the same all year long You’re super mean & never keep your lies clean   You don’t have to wait for Halloween to treat me a certain way You make me scream on a regular day Your soul itching to make a scene, forgetting I’m a queen, all year long   You don’t have to wait for Halloween To show your teen behavior I’m up all night smoking greens, at this point I need the assistance of caffeine   You don’t have to wait for … Continue reading You’re already on costume (HALLOWEEN special)

New Beginning

Have you ever felt like you needed to shout? You open your mouth, and nothing comes out? But tears start to flow, when you’re trying to hide them, they run really slow You hold in so much emotion, one day you explode, you’re on a different mode And you think it’s random, it came out of nowhere, it’s a heavy load Tears still running in slow motion plus the bottled-up emotions That were left unsaid, the times you wanted to speak, but you got shut down The times you wanted to cry, but you were alone No one to give … Continue reading New Beginning

As the rain falls slowly

As the rain falls slowly I curl up in a corner of my bed Trying to explain once again to my brain what caused it all the pain because it still doesn’t understand    As the rain falls slowly I try to maintain my balance I’m trying to gain positive knowledge  Trying to dismiss all the strain   As the rain falls slowly A train of thought hits me hard I’m trying not to cry but my tears are hard to contain   As the rain falls slowly I try to get up, but my body refrains I’m trying to … Continue reading As the rain falls slowly