
They say even though you hurt me
I must forgive you
I won’t be able to move on until all is forgiven
I try to erase some memories and I get hit with a wave of vivid visions, I get livid
My mind I try to calm, but it becomes stiffened, thickened with unpleasant memories
This is what you do to me because you never listened
In addition, you murdered my ambitions, I was once so driven
But you had me imprisoned
I wanted an admission in love
You wanted other women involved
This is not what I envisioned
I don’t need to ask you for permission, I’m in a messed up position
Now I’m supposed to forgive you like magic, I’m not a magician
One magic trick and it’s all forgiven
It’s not that easy
This is a lot of repairing, I’m not a technician
There is a lot of debating, I’m not a politician
I’ve removed you from life, you’re an excision
As to when I’ll forgive you, that date is unwritten