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Help me stand

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Let’s go hang and chill
Go to the ice cream stand for a little
I just want a taste of your love, for real
I don’t have to explain myself because you know the deal
You make me feel, this feeling is ideal
The feeling is surreal, it’s so good, it feels unreal
You’ve helped me heal
It’s nice to know I don’t stand alone
My hand you love to hold
I was told my heart was old and cold
It was ready to be sold, but
You’ve helped me mold my heart
You’ve helped me turned it gold
I’m glad I don’t stand alone

Climbing

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I’m doing my best

There is no resting until I figure it out

When I move ahead, I often get caught up in a set up

But I’m going to keep on testing my abilities

Playing with the melodies to reach tranquility

Suggesting better strategies, feeding my creativity

My pain is strong but every time it hits me I get even stronger

Some pain I’ve become immune to, some I’ve released and some pain still drowns me

Sometimes I want to vent, but I’m tired of venting, sometimes it feels so unsettling

Wrestling darkness, protecting my spirit

Old soul, old beliefs, still believes in old tricks

Don’t want to relieve old trips, sometimes I slip, I bite my lip, it grips my soul, I have no control

But when the darkness strips off my skin, that’s a trip I’m trying to stay in

Balance

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ridiculous willfulness

beautiful skillfulness

whole vividness

marvelous ambitiousness

limitless, sometimes there’s wickedness

sinfulness, suspiciousness

some days despicable, other days pure blissfulness

Profit

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You were the one who told me I deserved better

That if it didn’t work out with you I should still find better

But anytime you miss me, you call me and tell me you’re trying to kiss me

But you only miss me for profit

Many times you confirmed your soul is genuine but you can’t even be honest

I ask you how often you miss me and you respond often

Want to love me in June and disappear in August 

You say you miss my face but I know you really miss my body

That’s when you become a nobody 

You’re fooling everybody

But I know it’s for profit

Those secrets need to come out of the closet

Never Left

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Your sweet flesh is impossible to detest

With one touch, I know you’re causing a thrilling effect

I get into your mind, discover all your interests and I’m impressed 

I’ve been hurt before so this feeling I want to reject

For me, you hold a huge amount of respect

I know sometimes it feels like a test

But if I don’t proceed, all I’ll feel is regret

For a moment, I start to overthink 

You would distract me so I wouldn’t drink

You begin to caress me, undress me

I lay on your chest, no longer feeling pressed

I don’t know where this journey takes us, but this feeling is the best 

I’m caressed, I’ve expressed my distress

Even times I’ve been depressed, upset, you still protect our energy, kept us connected mentally 

You would just forget and you never left

Main Component

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Magnifying moments

You have talent in being a showman

My glorious moments, you’ve stolen

I wanted a role, but I was never chosen 

You never cared to see that my mind is golden

I was hoping you would notice

But you never provided your focus

You were never with me in the moment 

You always acted like my opponent

And every time I felt like crying, you were the main component 

Journey

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So much pressure to do better

From people who think are above you

Always trying to give you a lecture

I have to follow their beliefs because they got it from their ancestors

It’s really a nice gesture, but I’ll get it together

I promise, I’m clever

It’s not what you say, it‘s the way you say it, and a lot of times they come out as an aggressor

Trying to make you feel lesser, because you’re not on the same speed, but we don’t have to get to the finish line together

I’m enjoying my journey, it’s a complete adventure

I appreciate your thoughts, but I am my own professor

I’m learning from others, I’m learning from myself and then I put it together

But don’t tell me I can get there as quick as you, because you’re already there, we all have different testers

I’m not sure what gave you the impression that I’m upset I’m not there

I’ll get there whenever, I know I don’t have forever, but trust me, the journey, to me, is the pleasure