Tag: poem
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๐ฏ๐๐ ๐๐๐ธ๐ฝ
Thereโs always been too much going on But lately, itโs becoming too much So, I close my eyes and pretend I canโt see the chaos But I know what pain feels like I have it memorized Iโve been terrorized by pain for years And I swear I canโt take more strikes Life is coming in […]
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๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐ ๐พ๐๐๐๐ธ๐๐๐พ๐๐พ๐๐
So many insecurities I lost myself Itโs hard believing in myself I be wanting to love myself But I tell myself I donโt matter My mental state becomes a disaster Every time I try to stop the chaos it seems I crash faster To being sad Iโve become a great master So many insecurities Because […]
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๐๐พ๐๐ฝ๐๐๐๐๐๐น
My life feels so disheveled I tried to reach Heaven and instead I got the devil Iโm trying to decipher the lessons There is no way in hell Iโll settle I feel the motive in my vessels The fight is not physical it is mental Fighting the darkness makes me feel like a rebel Eternal […]
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๐ฟ๐พ๐๐ ๐ถ ๐ต๐๐๐ท๐พ๐
Some days Iโm lost Where it feels like my body is possessed by a different host Those are the days I feel the darkness the most The darkness is strong, but I can be stronger I always come back at any cost I feel the tension in my body Do I feel like dying today […]
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๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐
Have you ever felt enlightened? All your senses heightened Where you no longer feel frightened Where you can stop yourself from crying Your throat no longer feels like itโs being tightened Where youโre still trying But not as hard Because youโre no longer off guard Your thoughts arenโt always blurred Have you ever felt enlightened? […]
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๐ฏ๐พ๐๐๐น ๐๐ป ๐๐ฝ๐ ๐๐พ๐๐
I am tired of the lies Lie after lie while staring at me right in the eyes And if I am being honest myself, itโs not a surprise You once made me feel so alive Now I think about the pain and sometimes I want to die But I need to survive First you deny […]
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๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ป ๐น๐ถ๐๐
A lot of days I donโt really know what Iโm doing Itโs not always ideal, but itโs what my mind keeps choosing And my soul just sits there viewing A lot of times my soul feels like its losing Because a lot of my peaceful memories have been ruined How do I master the undoing? […]
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๐ซ๐๐๐ธ๐พ๐๐๐ ๐ฎ๐๐๐
Part of me is dying I feel the sharp ass pain while Iโm crying But Iโm still trying Nothing physical is satisfying A soul connection is more electrifying I know Iโm toxic Every day I am still fighting To release all the toxins That make me feel psychotic That sometimes make my thoughts feel demonic […]
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๐๐๐๐๐๐น ๐ฟ๐๐๐
I want to trust you but it hurts My heart wants to forget but my mind is alert I want this to work, Iโm tired of the lurks Sometimes we can both be big jerks I want genuine smiles instead of the smirks How did it go from better to worse? Like we fell into […]
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๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐
I am not the same person anymore I said I wouldnโt change, I swore But every day in my mind there is an endless war Itโs a strong feeling, one I canโt ignore Iโve been hurt so many times, I canโt keep a score The pain made me sore Sometimes I canโt even breathe air […]
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