๐’œ ๐“๐’พ๐“‰๐“‰๐“๐‘’ ๐’ท๐’พ๐“‰ ๐“ˆ๐’ธ๐’ถ๐“‡๐‘’๐’น

A little bit scared This is an odd feeling, but I enjoy the space we share My heart needs to repairโ€ฆ  My thoughts are sometimes unpreparedโ€ฆ  But I promise loving me isnโ€™t that hard Nothing comparesโ€ฆ A little bit scared But the feelings mature the more times we share This struck me like lightning, I […]

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๐’ฎ๐’ถ๐’ธ๐“‡๐‘’๐’น ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐“๐‘œ๐“‹๐‘’

Iโ€™m not underestimating our love Iโ€™m sorry, Iโ€™ve just been hurt Over and over again So much unnecessary pain It wasnโ€™t even leaving me any gains Just headaches and heartbreaks I love you, you love me But Iโ€™ll be lying if I said Iโ€™m not scared Because I careโ€ฆ Too muchโ€ฆ Something about feeling touched […]

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๐’ฎ๐“‰๐’พ๐“๐“ ๐’œ๐“๐’พ๐“‹๐‘’

Black eyes with tearsBlack soul with loveHurt, still smilingInjured, we keep goingWe keep pushing while the doors are closingSometimes shrinking, but most times weโ€™re growingSo much energy, the aura is overflowingIn darkness, but mostly glowingTaking a leap of faith, sometimes not knowingWhat matters is what weโ€™re approachingWhich element are we controlling?Iโ€™m not done but my […]

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๐ผ ๐’น๐’พ๐’น ๐’พ๐“‰ ๐’ป๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐“‚๐“Ž๐“ˆ๐‘’๐“๐’ป

They see you doing better and they start to criticize Not understanding all the pain that you went through Every time you wanted to be happy, the feeling got denied Fought your fears so hard to survive They start a case against you and donโ€™t give you the chance to testify Identifying all your mistakes, […]

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๐’ž๐“Ž๐’ธ๐“๐‘’

Stuck in a cycle  A never ending cycle of survival  Stuck in denial A never ending cycle of denial Running out of titles  Dismissing hard the suicidal thoughts Dismissing hard the chaotic knots Itโ€™s been such a hassle to connect the dots The path to freedom seems so close yet so far My mind is […]

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๐’ฒ๐‘œ๐“Š๐“๐’น ๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“Š ๐“‡๐’ถ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“‡

Would you rather have me around?I leave you alone while I gather my thoughtsWould you rather discover the truth?Uncover lies? Or would you rather keep to yourself, put the lies back in the shelvesSeal them in books, I know you rather that I donโ€™t look, youโ€™re shook Would you rather not have me around?I tried […]

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๐ผ๐“‚๐“…๐‘’๐“‡๐’ป๐‘’๐’ธ๐“‰๐’พ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐“ˆ

Imperfections flowing heavily into my brain The anxiety becomes second nature Trying to defeat the social anxiety Itโ€™s getting hard to defeat When you can no longer tell fake from reality Many times, Iโ€™ve reached my glory But I also have plenty of bad stories I think about my shortcomings, but Iโ€™m ready for whatever […]

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