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๐ฟ๐๐๐
Iโve been trying to find myself Iโm not even sure who I am anymore I lost myself I exhaust myself Trying to heal, but at what cost? The sweetness is gone And it all feels so wrong I gave so much love And got almost nothing in return My heart is torn I am not […]
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๐ฏ๐๐ ๐๐๐ธ๐ฝ
Thereโs always been too much going on But lately, itโs becoming too much So, I close my eyes and pretend I canโt see the chaos But I know what pain feels like I have it memorized Iโve been terrorized by pain for years And I swear I canโt take more strikes Life is coming in […]
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๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐ ๐พ๐๐๐๐ธ๐๐๐พ๐๐พ๐๐
So many insecurities I lost myself Itโs hard believing in myself I be wanting to love myself But I tell myself I donโt matter My mental state becomes a disaster Every time I try to stop the chaos it seems I crash faster To being sad Iโve become a great master So many insecurities Because […]
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๐ผ๐ ๐ป๐ถ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐น
It happens It happened Itโs fine I guess this is our finish line Because we can no longer alignย Everything was different Did we lose interest? The love is still around But the butterflies have been crushed Were we in a rush? Just like that, we lost the trust Now we are having trouble just […]
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๐ต๐พ๐๐ถ๐๐๐ ๐ฟ๐๐๐
Our love is so bizarre Some days it feels so pure Other days itโs just a blur There are red flags hard to ignore But my poor judgement still wants to explore Pour your soul to me I said I would never hurt you, I swore I said my body Iโll let you tour You […]
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๐ซ๐ถ๐๐ถ๐๐๐พ๐ถ
I feel a sense of paranoia I canโt get taunting memories out of my head Iโve been hurt so many times that I often wonder if anyone is really loyal Sometimes I am moving my limbs, but I really feel like Iโm dead Most days I donโt even want to get out of bed I […]
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๐ฏ๐๐๐๐ท๐๐๐น ๐๐พ๐๐น
My mind is trouble When I focus on the pain, I feel it double Yet, I still try to remain humble Despite all the struggle I work so hard on a daily not to crumble Itโs a never-ending puzzle Wondering what itโs like on the other side of the tunnel Iโve been trapped for too […]
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๐ฏ๐๐๐ธ๐ฝ
Stop me if my touch is too much You came to me with baggage but I wonโt judge I kiss your body gently While Iโm trying to guess your vibe correctly It feels friendly but almost deadly Your body is accepting Almost as if it were detecting that my vibe is genuine You hesitate for […]
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๐๐พ๐๐ฝ๐๐๐๐๐๐น
My life feels so disheveled I tried to reach Heaven and instead I got the devil Iโm trying to decipher the lessons There is no way in hell Iโll settle I feel the motive in my vessels The fight is not physical it is mental Fighting the darkness makes me feel like a rebel Eternal […]
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๐ฟ๐พ๐๐ ๐ถ ๐ต๐๐๐ท๐พ๐
Some days Iโm lost Where it feels like my body is possessed by a different host Those are the days I feel the darkness the most The darkness is strong, but I can be stronger I always come back at any cost I feel the tension in my body Do I feel like dying today […]
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