Peace, serenity That’s all I want, that’s all I need Taking deep breaths as a remedy Anxiety raises, there goes my mind to all sorts of offbeat places Blazing, trying to cool down, but all the bad energy is hitting me in different stages I once thought I could always feel amazing But my mind keeps tricking me into thinking it’s never changing All my hard work goes to waste and once again I start training Exchanging, the bad energy with good energy until I have officially started gaining Maintaining, sustaining my thoughts in order because when I lose control, … Continue reading 𝓟𝓮𝓪𝓬𝓮, 𝓢𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓲𝓽𝔂

It will either destroy you or turn you into a better creation Change is good, gets rid of toxic invasion It feels good feeling good in every occasion It pays off, you just have to be patient Impatience can lead you to some messed up equations Meditating to another world makes you feel so gracious Your body is here but your soul is in a better location Away from the negativity of this generation Priorities so messed up, cannot hold on to inspiration Mind so clouded, goes straight for the medication Stimulate my mind, let’s have dope conversations No explanations, … Continue reading 𝓘 𝓦𝓲𝓵𝓵

He comes around but he never listens He likes her but still keeps his distance He has goals but he isn’t driven She tries while he focuses on other women She wants to love him But holds back because it feels like a competition Trying to please him became an addiction To love him, she needs his permission He only wants to love her under his conditions She has to stay quiet and submissive When he doesn’t agree, he becomes somewhat aggressive He doesn’t understand what he is missing He keeps putting her in awkward positions She tried to love … Continue reading 𝓢𝓵𝓸𝔀𝓵𝔂 𝓢𝓵𝓲𝓹𝓹𝓲𝓷𝓰

I’m not sure if I’m good for you But I’ll always try to contain myself Contain myself from wrecking your soul It’s not that I’m foul, I forgot how to love Gave it away so much, to all the wrong souls They lacked the appreciation and the more that I loved… The more painful it became… I feel shameful Because they were never grateful I was always faithful, but even so our love always turned out fatal I know that I’m able… Able to love… But I am tired of feeling mental I know what I bring to the table … Continue reading 𝓒𝓸𝓷𝓼𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓑𝓮𝓽𝓻𝓪𝔂𝓪𝓵

Judgmental people call you mentalI’m sorry your life was so successfulNot everyone has the same luckSome people don’t know they’re dancing with the devil They call themselves sentimentalWhen they do go through things, “it’s environmental”They judge you even if your heart is gentle They never been through an experience so detrimentalThey question why you never listened to the words, this whole time I was dancing to an instrumentalIf you’re going to talk about the hell I live in, make sure you first dance with the devil Continue reading 𝓓𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓮 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓶𝔂 𝓭𝓮𝓿𝓲𝓵

Once again I am an emotional wreck Once again everything seems wrong Once again  I am alone And once again, I blame myself The love I never got, the ears that never listened They eyes that only saw wrong The minds that only judged Somehow it’s not entirely my fault But once again I blame myself The hugs I never got The whispers that I overheard The stares that would follow Somehow it wasn’t entirely my fault But then again, I still blamed myself Could I have done better? Could I have reacted differently? Listened more? Spoke less? Done less? … Continue reading 𝓔𝓶𝓸𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓪𝓵 𝓦𝓻𝓮𝓬𝓴