Weirder than fiction

Weirder than fiction

It’s such a contradiction

Focused on a vision

Not discussing religion

I’m on a spiritual mission

Paying expensive tuition

To be in better conditions

It’s not a competition

But I want better positions

There is enough ambition

Because I always listen to my intuition

Your vibe enters my body with my permission

Bettering myself became an addiction

Compare and Contrast

Compare and contrast

We’re almost the same, but then again not

I thought you were like me, and then you got caught

You faked your whole vibe, fought all the way through

Compare and contrast

My vibe kept giving me cues

I didn’t notice them because I was so focused on you

Do you think I wouldn’t have loved you if you showed me the truth?

Compare and contrast

We were almost similar, but then again not

I would’ve probably loved you for who you really are

But you showed me how to love a different man

And I was a fan…

I want you to melt for me

I want you to melt for me

This is not something I’ve dealt with before

I just saw you and I want more

I’m not sure what I’m feeling, but it’s hard to ignore

I want you to melt for me

This feeling is not even fair

But I can’t help to catch all your glares

And I can’t help it and I just stare

I want you to melt for me

Because when you’re around, everything feelings different

It’s a good difference, it’s quickly becoming an interest

Considering, I’m not sure what you’re doing to me

You get close and you start whispering

I want you to melt for me

Because I want you to feel what I feel

I’ll probably get hurt and must heal

But I must try, the feeling is surreal

All year round (VDAY)

Love me every day not only on Valentine’s Day

Love me in the dark

Love me in the light

Love me on full moons and love me on half moons

You’ve barely loved me, you still have room

To the little bit of love you give me, I am immune

Love me today, hate me in June

Putting up a show because it’s Valentine’s Day

But can you love me all year round?

Can you share your love without feeling drowned?

Can you genuinely love me without messing around?

Love me every day not only on Valentine’s Day

Love me in the dark

Love me in the light

But love me the most when I’m feeling down

Initiation

Sometimes my mind is crowded, sometimes it’s so spacious

Sometimes my thoughts are cruel, but other times they are so gracious

The more positive I think, the more it gets contagious

In times of stress, I’ve learned to be patient

It’s been my hardest battle yet, I had no choice but to become courageous

It was either lose or find salvation

So many complications arrived, but I never gave in, I’m reaching greatness

I envisioned it for too long in my imagination, It’s time for initiation

Devils and Angels

The devil says “let me help you”

The angel says “I will help you”

It took me a while to learn the difference

I had to live through both experiences

One fed me bitterness and the other enlightened me

Sometimes paralyzed while they were whispering nothing but gibberish

Other times I fought until I made it through, I also learned resilience

The devil says “let me help you”

The angel says “I will help you”

I must say, I still learned from my suffering

And I still felt pain while getting help

Two opposites that completed me

While one was covering me in lies

The other made me feel alive

When my soul blooms

My soul blooms

As I sit quiet in my room

Meditating, chanting, praying

 Reacting to all my thoughts

All my memories fading, I’ve been so patient

My soul feels elevated

I guess I got tired of feeling degraded

So many negative vibes, people dressed up as Satan

I’ve been waiting

My thoughts were always racing

The bad energy for good energy I’m immediately trading

I’ve been training

It was hard work, but I’ve learned to keep my thoughts straightened