A Better Prize

I needed to know if you were in disguise I needed to uncover the lies I watched while your sweetness slowly died But you will never again hear my cries … Your lies made me wise When I heal from pain, I always rise I sterilized my mind from you I vaporized your memories … […]

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Stronger

I take a sip of my green tea          I remind myself to keep my cool I have so many things to be grateful for But sometimes I let bad energy consume me I fight it all the time, but sometimes I lose I am a strong one, but sometimes the pain almost kills me I […]

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Voodoo Doll

You told everyone I was your soon to be wife But I always felt like your voodoo doll Your manipulative state of mind Your narcissistic way of thinking always scared me I could’ve ran away, but I had nowhere to go You told everyone you loved me, but the truth they’ll never really know I […]

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Better Days

It’s true I’ve had better days Taking pretty deep breaths while I repeat positive phrases in my head It might be true what they sometimes say If you allow it, the bad energy will spread I’ve been waiting for days when I feel undead I have so many clogged up feelings that were left unsaid […]

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Birthday Candles

When you blow the first one just remember I love you When you blow the second one just know that my love is genuine I know we do not always get along, but I never mind spending time with you while we sip on some wine Do you think our story we can redesign? I […]

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Quarantine

Stuck in four walls on quarantine It is not that bad; I am trying everything I never achieved I am also working on my self esteem Putting most of my focus on staying away from any mental disease  Some days I get sad, but it is never extreme If I do not focus on my […]

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Visit

So, you finally came for a visit I’ve been waiting for this revisit I know there is a limit to your stays It’s always a different phase Each time saying you have better ways You promise me better days But your gaze is never the same You show absolutely no shame When you were around […]

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Tick Tock

Tick Tock My mind is about to explode The chaos is about to get exposed I oppose, my mind does its own thing I have no choice but to observe I get on my own nerves And I know it’s not what I deserve … Tick Tock I’m staring at the clock Certain habits I […]

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Uber

A super-hot girl got in my uber With her figure 8, she was like a hot cougar She wasn’t so clever, but she got my humor She was a random gal, but I didn’t want to lose her We started a conversation, she told me she was a tutor Her being a stripper was just […]

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No Smoking

Ironically, I’m smoking by a sign that says “no smoking” I don’t care because my mind is zoning, I’m dosing I hear you, but the words keep floating My thoughts won’t stop, I leave them flowing I tell you to stop, you keep on going I’m okay, but sometimes my soul feels broken You speak, […]

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