Know my worth

The way you lie You make me believe it The way you trick my mind It makes it hard to pick a side I no longer can hide my tears Trying to slide out of this mess It’s causing me too much stress  I feel so defeated The way you cheated My pupils are dilated Tired of crying over you I choose my worth over you Treat me like I’m not worth a penny And then you see me doing better Getting money in my twenties  And now I feel your envy I would’ve treated you gently But now I … Continue reading Know my worth

They Try

They try… So effortlessly, to tear your soul apart I guess it gives them confidence They genuinely don’t care about the consequence Or maybe they want you to feel what they feel… They want you to witness their misery But never for a second thought about your history You’ve already been there before You’ve already felt the misery in your core They don’t know the mental battles Fought so hard while praying for better days Looking for other ways… They don’t understand that you fought that feeling and almost lost That you almost gave in and escaped this world And … Continue reading They Try

Royalty

You never knew my worth That’s why your presence always blocked all my senses You underestimated my vibe… You always carried around a dark resemblance It was my fault for allowing your entrance After letting you in, your games seemed endless You are looking for vengeance But I was not the one who hurt you… Your love was an illusion Which caused so much confusion You were using me as a substitution To try to forget your pain… While little by little you made me delusional I was full of emotions, but my vibe was always beautiful Which you never … Continue reading Royalty

Emotional Prison

Souls destroyed by emotions Emotions controlled by evil You see them suffering in slow motion They need reasons to love you They are under hypnotic poison So, they never realized they drank the potion They want to be peaceful But their mind is full of explosives Abusive affirmations Positivity limitations You try but the communication fails You try and you almost lose yourself in doing so You try to once again make them glow The dark vibe is contagious, you will never grow You can go with the flow or go super slow You will not free them though It … Continue reading Emotional Prison

Déjà vu

Surreal experience From glorious to hideous Different moods, different periods Furious, oblivious, but experienced Trying to make me feel delirious You never took me serious… It’s Déjà vu It is the same view Triggered by you I’ve felt this feeling before It’s a deep ass feeling in my core It’s a feeling you can’t ignore It’s Déjà vu It is the same view Triggered by you Continue reading Déjà vu

What they choose to see

We’ve all gone a little madSometimes we feel super sadSometimes we just need someone to hold our handSomeone who will help us expandBut sometimes people don’t understand youAnd instead of trying, they ban youAnd they scan youAnd based on their own image of youAll of a sudden they can’t stand youThey don’t understand all the fuckery that’s been building upAll that you’ve witnessed growing upAll the adultery, all the discoveryIn a summaryThey never gave you a chanceThey only judge on what they seeOr what they choose to seeNever do they take time to check up on youYou could’ve been a … Continue reading What they choose to see

Slowly Tipping

I’m slowly tippingMy mind is trippingI don’t drink & I feel like drinkingTired of flipping outI’m tired & there is no doubtHow could I have allowedMyself to falloutTo you it’s all about cloutTo me it’s about protectionHow can you not see the connection?Your actions are a reflection of what is insideBut why must I pay?Do you think I’m a prey?Sometimes I am braveOther times I sit there and I prayIs it the attention that you crave?While I want someone to save meYou’re seeking attention I never gaveAnd now you claim you can’t behave Continue reading Slowly Tipping

Catch a Break

I know my worth There is a reason why I occupy a space in Earth I have beautiful animated dreams Such a nightmare though when I’m awake Sometimes I really can’t catch a break Thoughts running so robotic Sometimes feeling like a machine I try to keep my thoughts super clean But I mess them up so bad, I run on caffeine My thoughts are often logical But other times they are somewhat mythological Attracted to attractive minds A pretty face is just that, it is just a face I need a stimulation in my brain I want to talk … Continue reading Catch a Break

A Better Prize

I needed to know if you were in disguise I needed to uncover the lies I watched while your sweetness slowly died But you will never again hear my cries … Your lies made me wise When I heal from pain, I always rise I sterilized my mind from you I vaporized your memories … While you womanized I verbalized and I visualized No need to apologize It is true your vibe terrorized But I no longer recognize it … No need to agonize now The damaged you caused was finalized And I moved on… Now I am focused on … Continue reading A Better Prize

Stronger

I take a sip of my green tea          I remind myself to keep my cool I have so many things to be grateful for But sometimes I let bad energy consume me I fight it all the time, but sometimes I lose I am a strong one, but sometimes the pain almost kills me I am a nice person, but sometimes I have demons near me No matter the mood, I always have good intentions But sometimes I am consumed by anger, by sadness And by plenty deception… I meditate, I concentrate, I go on another mental state It is … Continue reading Stronger