Fix me

Hold my hands, I’ve been hurt With you I try to flirt But it just brings up past experiences, just a whole bunch of dirt It makes me think about all the times they tried to get under my skirt But that’s not the worst part, my patience is running short All I ever wanted was love, but all they did was play with my heart And even like that I never gave up, torn but hoping for a new start Love me entirely, part by part, admire my beauty like fine art Hold my hands, I need your support … Continue reading Fix me

Bad Habit

You’re a bad habit that I would love to consume You’re no good for me, I assume I want to get away, but you refuse Your plan is to seduce My mind is at battle with my heart, I’m so confused … You’re a bad habit that I would love to consume I might get used, you might leave me in solitude, but I still execute These feelings I want to remove, I try and they just renew To your bad habits I am immune, I’m hurt and you’re amused I want to love you, but you only love me … Continue reading Bad Habit

SELFISHNESS

Short-sighted, but still frightened To stick together or start a riot We all pretend to get along, in chaos we become divided No love provided, the interest is one-sided The balance lopsided What happened to sticking together and being united? The feelings are uninvited, unexcited Fighting together we would’ve made it further, guided But how can we make it ahead with most people feeling spiteful? Continue reading SELFISHNESS

Transition

I panic, the energy feels satanic It freezes up the magic I want to gravitate mentally to a different planet Hide in the woods in a cabin, until it’s gone, until I can manage Until it is vanished, so much static in my mind, anxiety heightens automatic Stuck in tragic, so much mental traffic, reliving all bad habits … I close my eyes and I breathe I start to feel the energy growing within I Meditate, let the bad energy disappear Meditate on all my fears I change my mind to change my atmosphere I wipe my tears, as my … Continue reading Transition

Love me at all times

You love me by time You hug me and kiss me in the night But by dawn you misbehave again You only love me in secret Funny how you thought you were my weakness So, you never treated me equal While I always gave you the same treatment … Made love to me in the night But by dawn you want to put up a fight Long time ago you used to excite me Now you don’t know how to talk to me without mistreatment … Sometimes I felt so much pain It almost made me insane I closed my … Continue reading Love me at all times

You’re different

You hold my hand and escort me to your room Kiss my lips gently while you caress my hands Pull the scrunchie out of my hair, now you’re running your fingers through my soft, brown hair I was fighting it, but I gave in Your kisses are some sort of spell Your caresses feel like magic You lay me on your bed and massage my feet Make your way up and you’re now massaging my neck, I feel your gentle kisses Slowly, you take off my clothes, I almost resist, but instead I assist You take off your clothes and … Continue reading You’re different

Escape

In one million pieces my heart you sliced You patched it up and told me I’ll be alright What you never understood is that you left really deep scars And when I needed you most, you were always so far And alone I would go out and weep while I stared at the stars … I had to find a way to escape this unpleasant experience Doubting your love so much was making me delirious You began showing me your negative vibe and it was hideous You fed me so much lies I became oblivious … Little by little my … Continue reading Escape

APPRECIATION POST!

Hello, Just wanted to take the moment to say THANK YOU to everyone who has been reading my poetry. Truth is, I wouldn’t be posting every day if I did’t have the support. Today I am feeling extra grateful and I simply just want to say THANK YOU! I am genuinely happy that people can relate to my poems. I am also genuinely grateful for the people that take the time to read them. Poetry for me is a form of therapy, it clears my mind. It makes me happy knowing that other people also share the same pain and … Continue reading APPRECIATION POST!

Shelter my heart

Shelter my heart Promise me you’ll keep it safe For what it’s worth It’s already been destroyed Secrete the poison and then promise you’ll be loyal Don’t disappoint me, I’ve already been through enough betrayal When I’m with you, all my pain gets disabled My vibe becomes extremely playful, kiss my lips and then we can get naked One touch from you and I’m no longer thinking of painful memories My energy is stable, I might be stuck in denial, but I’m never ungrateful Shelter my heart and silence all the chaos in my mind For a long time, these … Continue reading Shelter my heart

Cold Nights

Full moon on a cold night I think of you, I’m no longer alright It’s you again that keeps me up It’s a silent night I have to fight my thoughts I don’t want to think of you tonight, I need a break I close my eyes, I see your face and you apologize Only if you were really here, I would be paralyzed A touch from you would send me to paradise … Full moon on a cold night I think of you, I’m no longer alright You’re not here and I still feel the butterflies You smile at … Continue reading Cold Nights