One-sided

I can still smell her fragrance on your shirt Do you have to be under surveillance?  To stop the flirt To stop the dirt Supreme light of promises That you would treat me like a Goddess  That’s a modest thought  But I don’t think it’s an honest one Your lies would be flawless if you would keep them  I was unaware I was a temp You sold me exotic dreams While smoking hemp Told me no one ever loved you I promised I was here to love you How can I give you my trust? When I don’t even know … Continue reading One-sided

Endlessly

I keep sharing all this unique energy, but they’ve become greedy and they’re not sharing I’m giving, they’re consuming it, I get nothing in return, it’s not longer a rotation I’m giving you life, you’re killing me And if that’s what you want, that’s what you need to chase elsewhere I’m done with feeling like I always need to win a race, I was never racing with y’all in the first place Some are trying to compete with each other I’m trying to compete with myself And it has been my biggest challenge I know I have talent, but when … Continue reading Endlessly

Mental Outbreak

And for a moment I thought you were giving me a break But once again you’ve caused me a heartbreak You are the reason for my heartaches You’re the cause for my mental outbreaks Running from you felt like I was running from an earthquake I thought we were done with the nightmare and finally awake But you were causing all these mental outbreaks Your heart was fake, the aches were real I never had a chance, I couldn’t beat the king snake Continue reading Mental Outbreak

Uncontrollable

I’ll rise & I’ll shine Vibe with me or vibe out But proceed fearless, without doubts If the fear consumes you, it will put you out Walking into positivity, negativity is not allowed If you feel it, don’t let it gain control If it gains complete control, it will devour your soul And no one will know because your story will be untold Step out of the shadows, and watch the light unfold Sometimes I consume it, but it’s never an overdose  Sometimes alone, but never controlled Continue reading Uncontrollable

Grow some

You called my phone Tell me you need some time You are working full-time Your only free time is lunch time And I sit there sipping my wine Laughing at your pathetic excuse You must think I’m just as confused As the chick I saw you last night with I’m sorry, did you not know that I knew?  Your boy smith blew up my phone with pics Then proceeded to ask me for flicks  Texting me “forget him, he is with another chick” I call your phone, she picks up And you click Tell me again how you don’t have … Continue reading Grow some

Control

𝕀’𝕞 𝕒 𝕤𝕦𝕡𝕖𝕣 𝕕𝕦𝕡𝕖𝕣 𝕙𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕓𝕠𝕕𝕪 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖𝕤 𝕀 𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕖 𝕞𝕪 𝕓𝕠𝕕𝕪 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖𝕤 𝕀’𝕞 𝕒 𝕟𝕠𝕓𝕠𝕕𝕪 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕚𝕥 𝕚𝕤 𝕞𝕪 𝕗𝕒𝕦𝕝𝕥 𝕀’𝕞 𝕒 𝕤𝕦𝕡𝕖𝕣 𝕕𝕦𝕡𝕖𝕣 𝕙𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕓𝕠𝕕𝕪 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖𝕤 𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕪 𝕓𝕠𝕕𝕪 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖𝕤 𝕀’𝕞 𝕒 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕓𝕠𝕕𝕪 𝕖𝕚𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕒𝕪 𝕀 𝕒𝕝𝕨𝕒𝕪𝕤 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕠𝕝 Continue reading Control

To Whom It May Concern

To your threats I am immune We’re in tune in the mornings and it decreases by the afternoon If you want to leave, believe me, I won’t stop you, you’ve deceived me too many times Too many times you’ve crossed the line Too many times your vibe tried to give me signs If you want to stay, you can’t only love me on blue moons, when you aren’t feeling gloom  To Whom It May Concern, because I’m not sure which of your personalities I am conversing with  One minute you are your true self and the next you have on a … Continue reading To Whom It May Concern

Naked Auction

So you think I’m an auction I’m not sure which part of your brain thought that was an option Your aura is toxic for my soul, you are a walking toxin, a walking destruction Fighting with you is so tiring, it’s an exhaustion You’re so obnoxious I should’ve taken action I should’ve sealed my heart for protection, as a precaution I gave you many loving options But your only option was naked auction Continue reading Naked Auction

Tequila

I don’t drink, but tonight I’m drinking tequila Light up, my reasoning feels the sativa For a few moments my mind feels the anesthesia I dove deep and arose a swirl of emotions My mind was going away and I was trying to retrieve it I almost lost myself because of the way that I perceived it You will get hit by two sides but it’s the way you receive it It’s conceived in the mind but you have to believe it Continue reading Tequila

Days in my calendar

I keep checking the days in my calendar Plotting if any of these days I’m breaking my silence Lately I’ve been so unbalanced I completely shifted from my persona, it was almost as if I was in a coma I’m going to need to reinforce a counterbalance I lose myself, I forget who I am, and then I check my attendance I check the days in my calendar I remind myself I’m my own guidance I’m driven by my impatience I succeed through my dedication Continue reading Days in my calendar