I’m back For too long I slacked For too long I lacked my self confidence Hypnotized, thinking I wasn’t good enough Being too rough, acting too tough Talking a whole bunch of nonsense but getting hurt by silly stuff I’m back though It took me a while but now I know It took me a […]

I’m taking notes, while my mind flows I go back and check what I wrote My words are cold, I get chilly, I put on my coat I step outside, because I almost cried My emotions are running wild, the emotional portal is wide Out of breath like I’m about to die The world is […]

I never wanted you to fix me fix me fix me I just want you to love me while I worked on myself Love me until I am myself again Love me when I hate myself Love me while we’re alone Love me in a crowd I never wanted you to fix me fix me […]

You keep running through my mind And I’m not going to lie… I like the feeling, it makes me smile Maybe this is the time For the first time I don’t feel left behind And when we lock eyes, I can’t help the rush And I can’t help but blush I swear I am not […]

Running… Running from the shadows  Running from the shadows before they completely consume me Crying… Crying like I’ve never cried before Crying heavy because I feel the pain in my core Escaping… Escaping from the nightmare I’ve created I created a world with everything I’ve hated  Shouting… Shouting because no one hears me crying Shouting […]

You act up & when I react you act like the victim You’re a walking contradiction  You said you would be here for me, but never listened I was full of life, but slowly you killed all of my ambitions You thought to be happy I needed your permission  The only way to be happy […]

Tell me that you love me… Make me believe it… It sucks that I need so much reassurance Compliment my appearance… Make me believe it… It sucks that they left me so broken Barely knowing how to love Barely knowing if it even exists Change my mind with a kiss My mind is broken, can […]

The only bitch he’ll ever love is Mary Janeshe has a green soulhe rolls her up making her feel at homeshe got brown skinvery thin, very longshe got white hair flowing like smoke from a chimneyhe puts his lips on her without a shameand then he pulls like it’s his last breathwith his finger on […]

Discombobulate my thoughts so I can overwrite themIt’s better to do it late than never even startingI think it’s workingI feel the old thoughts departingWorking hard, staying awake requires a lot but the end is rewardingThe tension sometimes grows at an alarming rateBut it’s always up to me to make myself feel great

The bomb explodedMy mind became super overloadedBad thoughts overcrowdedI know I should’ve unloadedMy soul felt brokenI had two options and that’s the one I had chosenMy aura was stolen by darknessWhen nobody listens, I turn the words into poemsIf I don’t release, they’ll float, now I’m searching for positive quotesI need a different motive; my […]