๐“๐“ท ๐“ฎ๐“ฟ๐“ฎ๐“ป๐”‚๐“ญ๐“ช๐”‚ ๐“ซ๐“ช๐“ฝ๐“ฝ๐“ต๐“ฎ

An everyday battle It weakens my soul; it makes me very fragile Iโ€™ve been bleeding while trying to reach my castle I feel pain and my mind travels To feel alright is such a hassle And I crave a new frequency, a new channel But here I am, still fighting Biting my lips while Iโ€™m […]

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My drawing journey

Quarantine did different things to diff people. I picked up a new hobby. For some reason I have always wanted to learn how to draw. One boring quarantine afternoon I remembered one drawing I did in HS, it was actually pretty nice and I remember thinking if I drew that before maybe I can try […]

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๐“‘๐“ฎ๐“ฝ๐“ฝ๐“ฎ๐“ป

I want to wake up next to you forever I want to love you forever I donโ€™t want to hurt you, ever Because my world was dull and you gave it flavor The feeling feels good, it comes smooth, no pressure When Iโ€™m around you I feel the pain lesser I want this forever, I […]

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๐“˜ ๐“ญ๐“ธ๐“ท’๐“ฝ ๐“ด๐“ท๐“ธ๐”€ ๐”€๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ฝ ๐“ฝ๐“ธ ๐“ผ๐“ช๐”‚

Late night spring I let the phone ring and ring I wasnโ€™t in the mood to speak, but I had no voice anyway I pretend that Iโ€™m present but my mind is very far away Trying to walk in straight lines, but I keep tripping Iโ€™m hiding, theyโ€™re worried I let the phone ring and […]

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๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐”‚ ๐“ญ๐“ธ๐“ท’๐“ฝ ๐“ฐ๐“ฎ๐“ฝ ๐“ฒ๐“ฝ

They donโ€™t get it And when Iโ€™m crying alone at night, they donโ€™t get it And when the pain is heavy on my chest, they donโ€™t get it Iโ€™ve felt so breathlessly and while I grasped for air, they didnโ€™t even notice  They tell me they love me  But canโ€™t even notice when Iโ€™m hurting […]

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๐“ฆ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“ท ๐“ถ๐”‚ ๐“ผ๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ต ๐“ซ๐“ต๐“ธ๐“ธ๐“ถ๐“ผ

My soul blooms As I sit quiet in my room Meditating, chanting, praying  Reacting to all my thoughts All my memories fading, Iโ€™ve been so patient My soul feels elevated I guess I got tired of feeling degraded So many negative vibes, people dressed up as Satan Iโ€™ve been waiting My thoughts were always racing […]

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๐“๐“ผ ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“ป๐“ช๐“ฒ๐“ท ๐“ฏ๐“ช๐“ต๐“ต๐“ผ ๐“ผ๐“ต๐“ธ๐”€๐“ต๐”‚

As the rain falls slowly I curl up in a corner of my bed Trying to explain once again to my brain what caused it all the pain because it still doesnโ€™t understandย  As the rain falls slowly I try to maintain my balance Iโ€™m trying to gain positive knowledge  Trying to dismiss all the […]

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