I’m sorry I’m still fighting demons Sometimes I’m not sure if I’m awake or if I’m dreaming Being asleep is better than constantly screaming Gluing broken pieces They are broken for so many reasons A different demon every season I’m still not leaving It’s an uncomfortable feeling One that needs constant treatment But I’m not […]

I want to believe you when you tell me you love me But past experiences cloud my judgement  It’s kinda hard to live in the moment  I do feel electricity in my soul when we’re touching My cheeks get red and I start blushing  But I won’t lie and say I’m still not grudging I […]

Self- love It’s a constant battle Makes my mind constantly fragile  It makes my mind want to travel… Out of this world Into the unknown Just to forget… Forget the negative thoughts That keep circling in my mind nonstop It’s almost impossible to reach the top Because the thoughts don’t stop Self-love It’s a constant […]

They will talk regardless They’ll say anything to make you feel less Anything to make you feel stress They don’t know the demons you face, but they want to guess Instead of approving it, they hate on your success They worst part is, there is no regrets They want to hurt you and never confess […]

Lost identity  Searching for it has left me breathlessly But I still search endlessly  I’ve found the wrong ones accidently But I learned from those mistakes I needed a break I wasn’t entirely awake The mistakes I embraced I learn to take them as lessons instead of a disgrace It wasn’t lost, just misplaced  The […]

Holding tight to my integrity Fighting hard for serenity They tell me I need therapy I am my own remedy So many painful memories Sometimes it makes me forget my identity Stuck in a hypnotic melody Until mentally, I am my own enemy At war with my energy Fighting the devil for clarity Winning is […]

Fighting Sometimes frightened But I refuse to give into fear There is no way the end is near I am tired of hiding I am tired of shouting I am tired of crying in silence It’s about time I started surviving

My messages are still unread It’s surreal, was it even real? So many thoughts unsaid I kept them in because I didn’t feel safe You started getting distanced and I wasn’t about to chase We’ve had better days, but you’ve never left my messages unread I’m not sure who you became This isn’t who you […]

Suicidal thoughts Got my stomach in knots My thoughts tried to kill me, but they got caught Stuck for so long in the same spot It’s almost impossible to connect the right dots I almost gave in, but I deserve another shot