๐’ฏ๐‘œ๐‘œ ๐“‚๐“Š๐’ธ๐’ฝ


Thereโ€™s always been too much going on

But lately, itโ€™s becoming too much

So, I close my eyes and pretend I canโ€™t see the chaos

But I know what pain feels like 

I have it memorized 

Iโ€™ve been terrorized by pain for years

And I swear I canโ€™t take more strikes

Life is coming in hard

Nasty thoughts accumulate every single day 

Sometimes Iโ€™m too sad to deal with them

And I ignore them, and I tuck them away

But they never stay away

An endless battle

Where instead of moving forward I get sadder and sadder 

Madder and madder

Healing has been my hardest journey 

I have to heal from myself & from what I allowed

The trauma

The drama

Iโ€™m tiredโ€ฆ

Sometimes I wish I could just reset

Fuck.


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