Poetry & Self-Awareness

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I feel a sense of paranoia

I can’t get taunting memories out of my head

I’ve been hurt so many times that I often wonder if anyone is really loyal

Sometimes I am moving my limbs, but I really feel like I’m dead

Most days I don’t even want to get out of bed

I try to control the negative energy, but it just spreads

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I feel a sense of paranoia

It’s a poisonous path

One really hard to escape

My heart just aches

My sanity slowly breaks

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I feel a sense of paranoia

It’s an unhealthy habit 

And I no longer want to be a part of this planet

My mind wants to travel

Because I can no longer manage

And it’s been really hard to make the taunting memories vanish

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