I feel a sense of paranoia
I canβt get taunting memories out of my head
Iβve been hurt so many times that I often wonder if anyone is really loyal
Sometimes I am moving my limbs, but I really feel like Iβm dead
Most days I donβt even want to get out of bed
I try to control the negative energy, but it just spreads
I feel a sense of paranoia
Itβs a poisonous path
One really hard to escape
My heart just aches
My sanity slowly breaks
I feel a sense of paranoia
Itβs an unhealthy habit
And I no longer want to be a part of this planet
My mind wants to travel
Because I can no longer manage
And itβs been really hard to make the taunting memories vanish