Poetry & Self-Awareness

I don’t hate you
I just wish I never met you
When I close my eyes the memories of you fade away
You’re upset that I left but while I craved your love you just wanted to play
Now you want me to stay?
What a joke
I rather choke
What was left of me you broke
The only memories I have of you are soaking and provoking
I can’t cope without smoking
I tried to keep this going
But you were never focused
I dare you to say your mind was really here
Not even in your thoughts you kept me near
Your intentions were so unclear
And that became a fear
I’m not saying I hate you
I’m just saying I just wish I never met you