Poetry & Self-Awareness

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It’s the dawn of day and I am still up thinking

My happy thoughts are shrinking

While my mood is quickly sinking 

I have a lot of happy days but some days I can’t survive without drinking

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It messes up my thinking

My senses shrinking

My heart sinking

I want to feel the adrenaline without the drinking

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When I start clearly thinking

The bad energy starts shrinking

My demons sinking

I created poison and was the only one drinking

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