My speed of bad behavior has increased
I need to keep reminding myself to chill
Sometimes I have no control, other times I do it for the thrill
There are days where Iβd enjoy it, but it always goes downhill
I slowly instilled ill will in me
I was losing my good will
I had murdered my free will
I was feeding my soul suicide pills
I allowed others to chain me
They locked me up in emotions, and swallowed the key
This is why I wouldnβt succeed, they should have never had a key
They took advantage and left me a very big fee
I was worried about the guarantee of them letting me free, upset they wouldnβt see me
I remember, get upset, then I once again remember to chill
They have no control over my mindset
They left me an unpleasant debt, yet it isnβt a threat
Iβll free myself from this very bad debt
Bring slow is the best thing we can do to ourselves.
Indeed π