Iโm sorry Iโm still fighting demons
Sometimes Iโm not sure if Iโm awake or if Iโm dreaming
Being asleep is better than constantly screaming
Gluing broken pieces
They are broken for so many reasons
A different demon every season
Iโm still not leaving
Itโs an uncomfortable feeling
One that needs constant treatment
But Iโm not coming to an agreement
Winning is an achievement
If I leave, it means Iโve been beaten
Bleeding, weeping
But Iโm not leaving, itโs not convenient
Fighting this hard is not an enjoyment
But itโs my soulโs payment
For so much mistreatment
Poetry & Self-Awareness 