Poetry & Self-Awareness

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I’m sorry you sometimes pay because of my triggers

I’m really trying to go days without feeling bitter

I swear you make my days feel sweeter

When I flip, it’s because of past slips

You give me the best mind trips

But I still have monsters in my closets

When I see you, I get nervous

So I put my hands in my pockets

I enjoy your energy deposits

I feel flawless around you

But once you leave, they still haunt me

I breathe and count to three

In hoping when I open my eyes they are no longer there

Sometimes they vanish

Sometimes they stick around

They make me feel drowned

Sometimes they leave a deep wound

Moments like these I need you around

Surrounded by your beautiful energy

I just saw you yesterday and miss you already

I can’t explain it

I stare at your eyes and I feel divine

But when you leave, I still stay and fight

And I’m left to cry with these ugly monsters

Please stay to sponsor my energy

Come share some of your energy

Come and change the script of this documentary

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