Iโm sorry you sometimes pay because of my triggers
Iโm really trying to go days without feeling bitter
I swear you make my days feel sweeter
When I flip, itโs because of past slips
You give me the best mind trips
But I still have monsters in my closets
When I see you, I get nervous
So I put my hands in my pockets
I enjoy your energy deposits
I feel flawless around you
But once you leave, they still haunt me
I breathe and count to three
In hoping when I open my eyes they are no longer there
Sometimes they vanish
Sometimes they stick around
They make me feel drowned
Sometimes they leave a deep wound
Moments like these I need you around
Surrounded by your beautiful energy
I just saw you yesterday and miss you already
I canโt explain it
I stare at your eyes and I feel divine
But when you leave, I still stay and fight
And Iโm left to cry with these ugly monsters
Please stay to sponsor my energy
Come share some of your energy
Come and change the script of this documentary
Beautifully written โค๏ธ
Thank you so much! โค