Month: October 2020
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๐ข๐ฎ๐ต๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐ช๐ป
Holding tight to my integrity Fighting hard for serenity They tell me I need therapy I am my own remedy So many painful memories Sometimes it makes me forget my identity Stuck in a hypnotic melody Until mentally, I am my own enemy At war with my energy Fighting the devil for clarity Winning is […]
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๐๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ
Fighting Sometimes frightened But I refuse to give into fear There is no way the end is near I am tired of hiding I am tired of shouting I am tired of crying in silence Itโs about time I started surviving
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๐ค๐ท๐ป๐ฎ๐ช๐ญ
My messages are still unread Itโs surreal, was it even real? So many thoughts unsaid I kept them in because I didnโt feel safe You started getting distanced and I wasnโt about to chase Weโve had better days, but youโve never left my messages unread Iโm not sure who you became This isnโt who you […]
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๐ข๐พ๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ญ๐ช๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฑ๐ธ๐พ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฝ๐ผ
Suicidal thoughts Got my stomach in knots My thoughts tried to kill me, but they got caught Stuck for so long in the same spot Itโs almost impossible to connect the right dots I almost gave in, but I deserve another shot
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7 ๐๐ช๐๐ผ
You love me on Monday Tell me you miss me on Tuesday On Wednesday you call me, we speak for hours on the phone, I donโt feel alone But by Thursday you start to get distanced On Friday you rarely text me, were you lying when you said you missed me? By Saturday youโve gone […]
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๐๐ ๐ผ๐๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฝ ๐ซ๐ธ๐
I got you to the moon and back Iโm sorry sometimes I am exhausted and I slack But I promise to be the best mother I can be I correct my actions because I want you to see I am leading by example even though sometimes my mind is a battle My sweet boy, Iโll […]
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๐๐ธ๐ท๐ผ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ป๐ผ
Iโm sorry you sometimes pay because of my triggers Iโm really trying to go days without feeling bitter I swear you make my days feel sweeter When I flip, itโs because of past slips You give me the best mind trips But I still have monsters in my closets When I see you, I get […]
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๐ข๐ต๐ธ๐๐ต๐ ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ธ๐ถ๐ถ๐ธ๐ญ๐ช๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ
Waiting, waiting for so long it becomes frustrating Debating, generating crazy emotions, I feel them all hit me in slow motion Iโve waited for you for so long because youโre really captivating Still hesitating, slowly graduating to trust you, hope still circulating Your vibe is so fascinating, never have me feeling devastated Integrating our souls, […]
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๐๐ธ ๐๐ธ๐พ ๐ด๐ท๐ธ๐
Do you know what itโs like? To have demons inside? No matter how much you tried No matter how much you cried Itโs there with you side by side While you slowly died It almost consumes you It almost divides you Slowly killing all your passion Slowly killing all your compassion I want you to […]
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๐๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ท๐ท๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ
Have you ever felt like you needed to shout?You open your mouth, and nothing comes out?But tears start to flow, when youโre trying to hide them, they run really slowYou hold in so much emotion, one day you explode, youโre on a different modeAnd you think itโs random, it came out of nowhere, itโs a […]
Poetry & Self-Awareness 