An everyday battle
It weakens my soul; it makes me very fragile
Iโve been bleeding while trying to reach my castle
I feel pain and my mind travels
To feel alright is such a hassle
And I crave a new frequency, a new channel
But here I am, still fighting
Biting my lips while Iโm crying
But at least I am trying
Still wanting to be alright
Still wanting to win this fight
And I crave complete silence
Iโve been waiting for the right guidance
Itโs an everyday battle
Sometimes the only release is crying
Sometimes the only remedy is writing
A lot of people are fully alive, I am barely surviving
My soul is calm, but my thoughts are always shouting
There is demon in me and one of us is dying
