Month: August 2020
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๐๐ธ๐ป ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ป๐ผ๐ฝ ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฎ
You keep running through my mind And Iโm not going to lieโฆ I like the feeling, it makes me smile Maybe this is the time For the first time I donโt feel left behind And when we lock eyes, I canโt help the rush And I canโt help but blush I swear I am not […]
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๐ข๐ฑ๐ช๐ญ๐ธ๐๐ผ
Runningโฆ Running from the shadows Running from the shadows before they completely consume me Cryingโฆ Crying like Iโve never cried before Crying heavy because I feel the pain in my core Escapingโฆ Escaping from the nightmare I’ve created I created a world with everything I’ve hatedย Shoutingโฆ Shouting because no one hears me crying Shouting […]
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๐๐๐ช๐ ๐ฏ๐ป๐ธ๐ถ ๐๐ธ๐พ๐ป ๐ฝ๐ธ๐๐ฒ๐ฌ
You act up & when I react you act like the victim Youโre a walking contradiction You said you would be here for me, but never listened I was full of life, but slowly you killed all of my ambitions You thought to be happy I needed your permission The only way to be happy […]
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๐๐ถ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ท๐๐๐พ๐๐๐ ๐พ๐
Tell me that you love meโฆ Make me believe itโฆ It sucks that I need so much reassurance Compliment my appearanceโฆ Make me believe itโฆ It sucks that they left me so broken Barely knowing how to love Barely knowing if it even exists Change my mind with a kiss My mind is broken, can […]
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๐ฏ๐ฝ๐ถ๐ ๐ท๐พ๐๐ธ๐ฝ ๐๐ถ๐๐ ๐ฅ๐ถ๐๐
The only bitch heโll ever love is Mary Janeshe has a green soulhe rolls her up making her feel at homeshe got brown skinvery thin, very longshe got white hair flowing like smoke from a chimneyhe puts his lips on her without a shameand then he pulls like itโs his last breathwith his finger on […]
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๐๐พ๐๐ธ๐๐๐ท๐๐ท๐๐๐ถ๐๐
Discombobulate my thoughts so I can overwrite themItโs better to do it late than never even startingI think itโs workingI feel the old thoughts departingWorking hard, staying awake requires a lot but the end is rewardingThe tension sometimes grows at an alarming rateBut itโs always up to me to make myself feel great
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๐ข๐๐๐๐๐น๐๐น
The bomb explodedMy mind became super overloadedBad thoughts overcrowdedI know I shouldโve unloadedMy soul felt brokenI had two options and thatโs the one I had chosenMy aura was stolen by darknessWhen nobody listens, I turn the words into poemsIf I donโt release, theyโll float, now Iโm searching for positive quotesI need a different motive; my […]
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๐๐ถ๐ ๐๐ป ๐๐๐๐๐
Iโm broken So many times I tried to be outspoken The only thing I accomplished was opening a can of worms What we had was never firm You only loved me every other term You barely said anything to meโฆ And when you didโฆ your words really burned You never cared about my concerns That […]
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๐ฌ๐พ ๐น๐๐๐
My qi flows steadily Itโs flowing in the correct direction because my body knows Iโm ready Many times my mind has felt unsteady It disturbs my qi, and everything gets blurry Sometimes Iโm alone, and it feels scary I can count how many times Iโve done it alone, itโs been plenty Sometimes it gets messy, […]
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๐ธ๐๐๐พ๐๐๐๐พ๐๐ฝ
Paradoxical emotions You say one thing, but you move a different way Youโre not even aware of where youโre going Youโre fucking up my pattern Youโve said your piece to me now itโs my turn You said awful things that have no return You donโt care if you hurt me because itโs none of your […]
Poetry & Self-Awareness 