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Stuck in a cycle 

A never ending cycle of survival 

Stuck in denial

A never ending cycle of denial

Running out of titles 

Dismissing hard the suicidal thoughts

Dismissing hard the chaotic knots

It’s been such a hassle to connect the dots

The path to freedom seems so close yet so far

My mind is fucking with me raw

I looked into my future in my dreams and this is far from what I saw

Three deep breaths and I unclench my jaw

A few breaths to relax…

Patching up all the cracks…

So focused on what was behind, too busy looking over my back

I slacked… I slacked to move forward

I was my own torture, I  was enslaved by my own orders

Slaughtered by my own disorders

I couldn’t be happy because I wasn’t allowing myself to move forward


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