Poetry & Self-Awareness

I try to love you…

I try to love you and all you do is just push me away

And I still try to find ways

I know most of your days have been gray

And for you I always pray

But it doesn’t matter what I do or say

I’ve been punished with tough love

But is it really love? 

You treat me like I’m such a disappointment 

Anything I do is pointless

You’ve never in your life told me you love me

So I have to guess…

And based on your actions, all I see is regrets

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