Losing my sanity

I might slowly be losing my humanity

Get so angry I start using profanity as an expression

So many negative thoughts, it leads me into a deep depression

When I begin to cry, I realize I need way more meditation sessions

I need to get rid of all this excess aggression

It’s been far too long

I carried around the pain for too long, and it feels so wrong

Where the hell do I belong? It’s been a while since I felt strong

Stuck in a cycle, and I am just dragging along

I am not awake, I won’t be awake until the cycle breaks

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