It took a while, but my time is coming At one point my world was crumbling I hid from the pain, but I am tired of running I promised myself I would change, but I was always bluffing Slave to my thoughts, at one point I found myself bugging Mean-mugging, always miserable and it was […]
A little bit scared This is an odd feeling, but I enjoy the space we share My heart needs to repairโฆ My thoughts are sometimes unpreparedโฆ But I promise loving me isnโt that hard Nothing comparesโฆ A little bit scared But the feelings mature the more times we share This struck me like lightning, I […]
Sticks and stonesโฆ You have me bent out of shape with your words You say cruel shit while I just observe Itโs kind of absurd The way you never considered my pain All you cared about is what you gained Thatโs why it was so easy to play games Sticks and stones… Your words bruised […]
Iโm not underestimating our love Iโm sorry, Iโve just been hurt Over and over again So much unnecessary pain It wasnโt even leaving me any gains Just headaches and heartbreaks I love you, you love me But Iโll be lying if I said Iโm not scared Because I careโฆ Too muchโฆ Something about feeling touched […]
Black eyes with tearsBlack soul with loveHurt, still smilingInjured, we keep goingWe keep pushing while the doors are closingSometimes shrinking, but most times weโre growingSo much energy, the aura is overflowingIn darkness, but mostly glowingTaking a leap of faith, sometimes not knowingWhat matters is what weโre approachingWhich element are we controlling?Iโm not done but my […]
They see you doing better and they start to criticize Not understanding all the pain that you went through Every time you wanted to be happy, the feeling got denied Fought your fears so hard to survive They start a case against you and donโt give you the chance to testify Identifying all your mistakes, […]
Look what youโve done to me You have me lovestruck For the first time I no longer feel stuck Just when I thought I was running out of luckโฆ Just when I thought my love life would forever suckโฆ Look what youโve done to me I am head over heels Such a strong feeling, I […]
Stuck in a cycle A never ending cycle of survival Stuck in denial A never ending cycle of denial Running out of titles Dismissing hard the suicidal thoughts Dismissing hard the chaotic knots Itโs been such a hassle to connect the dots The path to freedom seems so close yet so far My mind is […]
Would you rather have me around?I leave you alone while I gather my thoughtsWould you rather discover the truth?Uncover lies? Or would you rather keep to yourself, put the lies back in the shelvesSeal them in books, I know you rather that I donโt look, youโre shook Would you rather not have me around?I tried […]
Imperfections flowing heavily into my brain The anxiety becomes second nature Trying to defeat the social anxiety Itโs getting hard to defeat When you can no longer tell fake from reality Many times, Iโve reached my glory But I also have plenty of bad stories I think about my shortcomings, but Iโm ready for whatever […]