It took a while, but my time is coming  At one point my world was crumbling  I hid from the pain, but I am tired of running  I promised myself I would change, but I was always bluffing Slave to my thoughts, at one point I found myself bugging  Mean-mugging, always miserable and it was […]

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A little bit scared This is an odd feeling, but I enjoy the space we share My heart needs to repair…  My thoughts are sometimes unprepared…  But I promise loving me isn’t that hard Nothing compares… A little bit scared But the feelings mature the more times we share This struck me like lightning, I […]

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Sticks and stones… You have me bent out of shape with your words You say cruel shit while I just observe It’s kind of absurd The way you never considered my pain All you cared about is what you gained That’s why it was so easy to play games Sticks and stones… Your words bruised […]

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I’m not underestimating our love I’m sorry, I’ve just been hurt Over and over again So much unnecessary pain It wasn’t even leaving me any gains Just headaches and heartbreaks I love you, you love me But I’ll be lying if I said I’m not scared Because I care… Too much… Something about feeling touched […]

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Black eyes with tearsBlack soul with loveHurt, still smilingInjured, we keep goingWe keep pushing while the doors are closingSometimes shrinking, but most times we’re growingSo much energy, the aura is overflowingIn darkness, but mostly glowingTaking a leap of faith, sometimes not knowingWhat matters is what we’re approachingWhich element are we controlling?I’m not done but my […]

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They see you doing better and they start to criticize Not understanding all the pain that you went through Every time you wanted to be happy, the feeling got denied Fought your fears so hard to survive They start a case against you and don’t give you the chance to testify Identifying all your mistakes, […]

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Look what you’ve done to me You have me lovestruck For the first time I no longer feel stuck Just when I thought I was running out of luck… Just when I thought my love life would forever suck… Look what you’ve done to me I am head over heels Such a strong feeling, I […]

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Stuck in a cycle  A never ending cycle of survival  Stuck in denial A never ending cycle of denial Running out of titles  Dismissing hard the suicidal thoughts Dismissing hard the chaotic knots It’s been such a hassle to connect the dots The path to freedom seems so close yet so far My mind is […]

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Would you rather have me around?I leave you alone while I gather my thoughtsWould you rather discover the truth?Uncover lies? Or would you rather keep to yourself, put the lies back in the shelvesSeal them in books, I know you rather that I don’t look, you’re shook Would you rather not have me around?I tried […]

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Imperfections flowing heavily into my brain The anxiety becomes second nature Trying to defeat the social anxiety It’s getting hard to defeat When you can no longer tell fake from reality Many times, I’ve reached my glory But I also have plenty of bad stories I think about my shortcomings, but I’m ready for whatever […]

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