There are times when I donā€™t believe in myself
There are days I get compelled by darkness
So many days overwhelmed
It still doesnā€™t stop me
It still doesnā€™t consume my entire state of mind
It sometimes alters it, but it never takes control
I learn I couldnā€™t be happy everyday
And thatā€™s okayā€¦
It was never about feeling happiness everyday
It was about how I would be coping on those days
