Month: June 2020
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๐๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ท๐ฝ๐ช๐ต ๐ข๐ฝ๐ช๐ฝ๐ฎ
I suffered for far too long Waiting for others to validate me Waiting for others to accept me Waiting for others to compliment me Which they never didโฆ I competed for far too longโฆ Competed for mental peace Not knowing I would only achieve it competing with myself I am great, I decide my own […]
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๐๐ธ๐ท๐ฝ๐ป๐ช๐ญ๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ธ๐ท
Youโve bamboozled me many times before Your plan was to murder my heart, I can almost taste the bloodlust It was never love, it was lust, the biggest mistake I did was giving you trust Loving you always felt like a mission, you were in my vision, but you never listened I tried to share […]
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๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ป ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ ๐ป๐ฎ๐ช๐ต ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ช๐ต
Healing and dealing with emotional stress Sometimes it feels like a test You treated me like my feelings were invalid You never saw my value But thatโs my fault for selling myself short I noticed every single red flag But I dragged it..ย I knew you wouldnโt change This is who you genuinely were This […]
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๐ข๐ฎ๐ต๐ฏ-๐ป๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ฝ
I feel lonely and I cry Sometimes Iโm too tired to try Silently I stare at the sky While I wipe the painful tears from my eyes I canโt always dismiss the negative thoughts I canโt always dismiss the knots Sometimes itโs a lot, but I still take my shot I feel lonely and I […]
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๐๐ธ๐ฟ๐ฎ ๐๐ฒ๐ผ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ท๐ฌ๐ฎ๐น๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ธ๐ท
People want love, but they donโt want to loveโฆ They want affection, but canโt even give you attention They are looking for anything that isnโt a genuine connection They brag about how many people theyโve been with, like itโs some sort of collection Unnecessary arguments based on misconception But when they are lonely at night, […]
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๐๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ท๐ด๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ
A lot of my problems are caused by overthinking Itโs because of my thoughts I find myself sinking Itโs a disastrous feeling when my mind and vibe donโt click My thoughts play the trick and I tick It happens every time I am winning My thoughts just start digging When it gets really bad the […]
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๐ข๐ฌ๐ช๐ฝ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ฑ๐ธ๐พ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฝ๐ผ
Scattering thoughts Canโt find the right words I sit quietly by my window and listen to the birds Close my eyes as I say a prayer to the Lords My cup is full of herbs โฆ Scattering thoughts My words are in knots Canโt get the messages across My mind is full of stained spots […]
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๐๐ธ๐ต๐ญ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ช๐ป๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ญ
I am looking for genuine love You are looking only for a good time But instead of being honest, you lie You sit there and you waste my time You barely text me in the daytime But you make it your business to send me kisses before bedtime Now I canโt sleep, I am thinking […]
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๐ค๐ท๐๐ฒ๐ท๐ญ
A beautiful mind and soul so kind But so often her thoughts leave her behind Alone she sits while she secretly unwinds Alone she sits while she secretly aligns To the world she smiles As soon as she is alone her tears overflow She canโt let them know she secretly cries And even though she […]
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๐๐ช๐ผ๐ฝ ๐๐ช๐ต๐ต
Last call to love me Last call to love me like you did last fall When everything felt real, when I never second guessed our love โฆ Last call for you to tell me what you really want Iโm tired of feeling small, Iโm putting up a wall It wasnโt this way before โฆ Last […]
Poetry & Self-Awareness 