๐“”๐“ถ๐“ธ๐“ฝ๐“ฒ๐“ธ๐“ท๐“ช๐“ต ๐“ฆ๐“ป๐“ฎ๐“ฌ๐“ด

Once again I am an emotional wreck

Once again everything seems wrong

Once againย  I am alone

And once again, I blame myself


The love I never got, the ears that never listened

They eyes that only saw wrong

The minds that only judged

Somehow itโ€™s not entirely my fault

But once again I blame myself

The hugs I never got

The whispers that I overheard

The stares that would follow

Somehow it wasnโ€™t entirely my fault

But then again, I still blamed myself


Could I have done better?

Could I have reacted differently?

Listened more?

Spoke less?

Done less?

Done more?

Once again I am an emotional wreck

Once again everything seems wrong

Once again I am alone

And once again I blame myself


Tears are getting old

My breath is getting short

My heart is pounding harder

My mind is blowing up

My will is going away

My strength has no power


Once again I am an emotional wreck

Once again I donโ€™t know how to fix it

Where do I start?

And

Where do I finish?

It may not be entirely my fault

But once again I blamed myselfโ€ฆ


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