One memory of you and I get triggered
My thoughts are once again injured
Just when I thought I had it figured out
Just when at last I felt like a winner
One picture of you and I bleed inwards
Once again I am a beginner
Starting the healing process over and over again
All this time, did I just pretend to forget?
My pain extends…
My healing descends…
I never wanted revenge, I just wanted to move on and forget
I’m tired of my mind replaying the traumatic events
The nightmares are intense
I’m not completely sure how I’ll finally repair
But I’ll keep revisiting the events in my head by the sunset
Until I finally, finally forget all of this pain
Until I can think of you and finally forget
Poetry & Self-Awareness 