Emotional Prison

Souls destroyed by emotions Emotions controlled by evil You see them suffering in slow motion They need reasons to love you They are under hypnotic poison So, they never realized they drank the potion They want to be peaceful But their mind is full of explosives Abusive affirmations Positivity limitations You try but the communication […]

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Déjà vu

Surreal experience From glorious to hideous Different moods, different periods Furious, oblivious, but experienced Trying to make me feel delirious You never took me serious… It’s Déjà vu It is the same view Triggered by you I’ve felt this feeling before It’s a deep ass feeling in my core It’s a feeling you can’t ignore […]

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What they choose to see

We’ve all gone a little madSometimes we feel super sadSometimes we just need someone to hold our handSomeone who will help us expandBut sometimes people don’t understand youAnd instead of trying, they ban youAnd they scan youAnd based on their own image of youAll of a sudden they can’t stand youThey don’t understand all the […]

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Slowly Tipping

I’m slowly tippingMy mind is trippingI don’t drink & I feel like drinkingTired of flipping outI’m tired & there is no doubtHow could I have allowedMyself to falloutTo you it’s all about cloutTo me it’s about protectionHow can you not see the connection?Your actions are a reflection of what is insideBut why must I pay?Do […]

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Catch a Break

I know my worth There is a reason why I occupy a space in Earth I have beautiful animated dreams Such a nightmare though when I’m awake Sometimes I really can’t catch a break Thoughts running so robotic Sometimes feeling like a machine I try to keep my thoughts super clean But I mess them […]

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A Better Prize

I needed to know if you were in disguise I needed to uncover the lies I watched while your sweetness slowly died But you will never again hear my cries … Your lies made me wise When I heal from pain, I always rise I sterilized my mind from you I vaporized your memories … […]

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Stronger

I take a sip of my green tea          I remind myself to keep my cool I have so many things to be grateful for But sometimes I let bad energy consume me I fight it all the time, but sometimes I lose I am a strong one, but sometimes the pain almost kills me I […]

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Victim

I miss him I miss the man I thought you were The man who spent hours with me on the phone The man who checked up on me all day The man who called me a few times a day And if he missed me, he would let it be known … I miss him […]

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I tried

I will walk away knowing that I tired With you I smiled, and I cried I said messed up things, so did you, but I tried Different perspective We never understood because of lack of communication I wish you would have kept treating me the same The worst thing that could have happened from that… […]

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PTSD

One memory of you and I get triggered My thoughts are once again injured Just when I thought I had it figured out Just when at last I felt like a winner One picture of you and I bleed inwards Once again I am a beginner Starting the healing process over and over again All […]

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