Drowning

Slipping, sipping, flipping out Sitting, weeping, almost quitting At that moment it felt like I was never winning Admitting to my pain, committing to heal Transmitting bad energy to those who didn’t deserve it Chilling, willing, forbidding bad energy to enter my system Splitting my good energy from my bad energy, the bad energy was […]

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Bad Habit

You’re a bad habit that I would love to consume You’re no good for me, I assume I want to get away, but you refuse Your plan is to seduce My mind is at battle with my heart, I’m so confused … You’re a bad habit that I would love to consume I might get […]

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SELFISHNESS

Short-sighted, but still frightened To stick together or start a riot We all pretend to get along, in chaos we become divided No love provided, the interest is one-sided The balance lopsided What happened to sticking together and being united? The feelings are uninvited, unexcited Fighting together we would’ve made it further, guided But how […]

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Transition

I panic, the energy feels satanic It freezes up the magic I want to gravitate mentally to a different planet Hide in the woods in a cabin, until it’s gone, until I can manage Until it is vanished, so much static in my mind, anxiety heightens automatic Stuck in tragic, so much mental traffic, reliving […]

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Love me at all times

You love me by time You hug me and kiss me in the night But by dawn you misbehave again You only love me in secret Funny how you thought you were my weakness So, you never treated me equal While I always gave you the same treatment … Made love to me in the […]

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You’re different

You hold my hand and escort me to your room Kiss my lips gently while you caress my hands Pull the scrunchie out of my hair, now you’re running your fingers through my soft, brown hair I was fighting it, but I gave in Your kisses are some sort of spell Your caresses feel like […]

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Escape

In one million pieces my heart you sliced You patched it up and told me I’ll be alright What you never understood is that you left really deep scars And when I needed you most, you were always so far And alone I would go out and weep while I stared at the stars … […]

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Shelter my heart

Shelter my heart Promise me you’ll keep it safe For what it’s worth It’s already been destroyed Secrete the poison and then promise you’ll be loyal Don’t disappoint me, I’ve already been through enough betrayal When I’m with you, all my pain gets disabled My vibe becomes extremely playful, kiss my lips and then we […]

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Cold Nights

Full moon on a cold night I think of you, I’m no longer alright It’s you again that keeps me up It’s a silent night I have to fight my thoughts I don’t want to think of you tonight, I need a break I close my eyes, I see your face and you apologize Only […]

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Silent Monsters

Creeping while I’m sleeping Sneaking in the shadows It traps my vibe and my thoughts become very misleading … Scheming to destroy my vibe Almost succeeding… I’m bleeding, hardly breathing, I wake up and start healing … It whispers in my ear, its words are a little intriguing Hypnotized I follow, the negative vibe is […]

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