Unwanted illusions 

Unrealistic conclusions

Causing so much confusion

My love for you has always been an amusement

You promised you’d love me, but you never proved it

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I focus on your energy’s vibration

It only aligns with mine on certain occasions

I tell you to show me you love me, and you show me nothing but frustration

I don’t remember us having genuine conversations

This love only exists in my imagination

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Wishful thinking

Alone I sit drinking

I watch my thoughts slowly sinking

As my love for you starts shrinking