Slipping, sipping, flipping out

Sitting, weeping, almost quitting

At that moment it felt like I was never winning

Admitting to my pain, committing to heal

Transmitting bad energy to those who didn’t deserve it

Chilling, willing, forbidding bad energy to enter my system

Splitting my good energy from my bad energy, the bad energy was so thrilling

My thoughts spinning, as I was missing my peace of mind

Digging deep into my thoughts to find happiness

Tricking my body so it thinks I’m alright

My pain triggering bad thoughts

Almost drowning, swimming until I feel like I’m completely living