I panic, the energy feels satanic
It freezes up the magic
I want to gravitate mentally to a different planet
Hide in the woods in a cabin, until it’s gone, until I can manage
Until it is vanished, so much static in my mind, anxiety heightens automatic
Stuck in tragic, so much mental traffic, reliving all bad habits
…
I close my eyes and I breathe
I start to feel the energy growing within
I Meditate, let the bad energy disappear
Meditate on all my fears
I change my mind to change my atmosphere
I wipe my tears, as my mind clears
