Stuck in a hysterical state
Went from extreme focus to complete clumsiness
Such a drastic change
I was trying to control my energy in complete loneliness
I meditated hard to straighten all my weaknesses
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I’ve had many sleepless nights
Staring at my ceiling, way past midnight
Praying to the higher power to help me feel alright
I close my eyes and envision light
If I’m not winning, I’m also not losing without a fight
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Stuck in a hysterical state
I sit in lotus, a new vision I try to create
I’m thinking hard because I can’t think straight
I was carrying so much unnecessary weight
The energy the universe feeds me, I must carefully translate
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Late night past midnight, I’m stuck in a hysterical state
I chant positive words and my energy sedates
Passionately killing all the energy that I hate
My energy sometimes goes against me and we debate
I win the fight and now I wait, carefully watching as the universe changes my fate
Poetry & Self-Awareness 