Self-appreciation

I appreciate my mental state Even though I don’t always think straight Sometimes I want a mate… But it comes with too much weight … I appreciate most of my traits Sometimes I feel sad, but I mostly feel great I make many mistakes and sometimes I close my own gates … Any pain that […]

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Checkmate

Breaking free I had a very big fee When you’re tied down, you can’t really live carefree The sun sets and I sip my green tea I close my eyes and I breathe I inhale and I meditate It’s the only way I can think straight I’m carrying unnecessary weight My mind has been in […]

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Self War

Holding tight to my integrity Fighting hard for serenity They tell me I need therapy I am my own remedy … So many painful memories Sometimes it makes me forget my identity Stuck in a hypnotic melody Until mentally, I am my own enemy … At war with my energy Fighting the devil for clarity […]

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Dating

We match, we talk a little smack and then exchange numbers You tell me about yourself, your mother and your brother You say cute shit and it makes me wonder Are you a true lover? Or you just want get under? … Text me consistently for two days It goes from “can I get to […]

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Unread

My messages are still unread It’s surreal, was it even real? So many thoughts unsaid I kept them in because I didn’t feel safe You started getting distanced and I wasn’t about to chase … We’ve had better days, but you’ve never left my messages unread I’m not sure who you became This isn’t who […]

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A Glance

Last chance, to tell me how you really feel I don’t need a story, be straight up, give me a brief summary I’m getting different impressions, I’m not sure if you’re shy You’re making it difficult, the chances of me getting frustrated are high You’re avoiding eye contact, can’t even get a fleeting peek of […]

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Senses

I never thought I would say this, but I miss your touch I should be upset, but I won’t hold a grudge You’re a bad decision, but I don’t mind being judged … I miss your smell As soon as I would see you, I would fall under a spell Our vibes meshed so well […]

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Self Destroy

She is reaching for air She is so messed up and she hasn’t been able to repair She acts like she doesn’t care Beware of her energy, she is never aware … Nothing works on her, not even prayer Because of her own thoughts she is the slayer She thinks it isn’t fair, but it’s […]

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On my mind

You’re always on my mind Even though I know you’re not really mine Thinking of you all the time, I might be crossing the line Your face and your thoughts, you as a whole, you’re so fine … I look at your picture and smile I think about you while I’m sipping some wine I’m […]

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Forgiveness

You say you want me to forgive you But you can’t even forgive yourself I’ll forgive you in vain Erasing all my pain Just like that, you still not knowing how to act … When I forgive, I feel alive When you forgive, it doesn’t come from within You want witnesses and want to put […]

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