Poetry & Self-Awareness

I shouldn’t, but I can’t stop

An adrenaline rush, when I talk to you

I need to subtract myself; you keep coming back and it’s not helping me

Every time you tell me that you want me, I lose my common sense, I lose control, can’t think for myself

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Should I leave? Should I wait? I just don’t know

To be with you or without, they both feel right

Your words may be genuine, but you just never know

Do I leave or go with the flow?

Do I leave or see if it grows?

Do I leave or see where it goes?

I just don’t know; my mind is about to blow and I think it shows