Sleepless nights

Sleepless nights Sleepless nights thinking of you Wishing right now I could be with you … Sleepless nights Sleepless nights putting up mental fights I don’t know what to do, so I just write … Sleepless nights When I write my thoughts, I notice my weak spots A glass of wine, then henny then rum […]

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Dying Butterflies

Sound of silence when you’re around I have your company and still feel alone My mind you used to blow, now you don’t even make me moan … I barely remember the butterfly feeling Went from that to mistreatment Now I find myself constantly healing … I was focused on how you were treating me […]

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Numbness

Most times I’m calm, but at times I go into numbness Go into roughness, but I always fight to stay humble I crumble, I tumble, but I never stay under the tunnel … I’m fighting with all my will power, I’m unleashing all the toughness I’m still living even during dull moments I’m still balancing […]

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Socially awkward

Socially awkward, when I’m surrounded, I’m such a misfit They look so comfortable, I feel like I don’t fit I’m not used to crowds, I’ll admit My lonely thoughts I need to dismiss Not everyone is bad, but that’s what I always predict Socially awkward, even when I resist Socially awkward, no matter how much […]

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Sacrifice

I felt so brainless because I was getting played But you should feel mindless for playing all these games Messing up your name, for what? For “fame”? You’ll never understand why your vibe is so lame You always said you would change but remained the same All these lies that you claimed, acted up and […]

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Packed bags

My bags are packed I’m never looking back You thought you had all the chances in the world and never treated me right … In fact, you never had my back Put up an act in front of your boys, when they were no longer around, you always slacked … Next to you, I always […]

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Growing today

Every move I take, is carefully calculatedI admit, it’s not always the greatestI do this so my space never gets invadedThe second I stop, my energy becomes fadedMy hard work is wasted, my body is jaded, I feel my thoughts go into hatred I taught myself that my thoughts should always be sacredI was so […]

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Time bomb

I’m usually calm Other people see that and they try to test me  I just want to chill and rest They poke me until my energy becomes a time bomb When I explode, they don’t understand They cause the explosion and they can’t comprehend I’m exhaling the same energy I am inhaling, it’s usually toxic […]

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Self-focus

Pain, drain, it’s really not worth it if there is nothing to gain Your mind wants to listen to them, your mind you must train In peace you need to remain When you focus on them, pain is all that remains Focusing on them will destroy your self-esteem and make them feel vain Self-focus is […]

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Too many people

Too many people say they’re on your side, when you need their help, they don’t even try Too many people say they try, when you are tied, they hide The only times they show up is when you almost died Other than that, they don’t care how many times you cried, their pride takes over, […]

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