Pain, drain, it’s really not worth it if there is nothing to gain
Your mind wants to listen to them, your mind you must train
In peace you need to remain
When you focus on them, pain is all that remains
Focusing on them will destroy your self-esteem and make them feel vain
Self-focus is hard to maintain
So focused on them, you step out of your lane
Everyone’s path is different, it’s never the same
They don’t have it easy just because on their side it doesn’t rain
Too many people say they’re on your side, when you need their help, they don’t even try
Too many people say they try, when you are tied, they hide
The only times they show up is when you almost died
Other than that, they don’t care how many times you cried, their pride takes over, and away they slide
They want you to be there for them, but when you need them, the same rules aren’t applied
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Too many people want second chances, but they won’t change unless they try to
Too many people say they are genuine, but their personalities can’t even be identified
You waste so much energy trying to please them but somehow they’re always dissatisfied
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Too many people say they’re on your side, then they start acting strange, their actions become unspecified
When they need you, their kindness gets magnified, bring it up to them, and your words will get denied
Too many people ask me why I’m alone, my own vibe I don’t always have to verify
They lie and lie, I get high, close my eyes and I realize, they kept me paralyzed, I don’t need them to get into paradise
You gave all your love away
Gave it so hard, you barely have for me today
You ask me to stay, but never ask me if I’m feeling okay
Your actions don’t match what you say
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I get your leftover love, it’s not even pleasant, not even when I’m sober
They took all of your love, you fell over, now I pay over and over
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I give you most of my love, all you do is play
You don’t have love for me because with you they played
Instead of learning, that’s also what you portrayed
You’re stuck in a cycle playing these games, I’m breaking the cycle, and I’m leaving today
Unopened, frozen, hoping for a token to life but still broken
She doesn’t always know what she wants but this is not what she had chosen
Wounds still open
Consuming poison in slow motion
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When they try to play with her emotions, she opposes
Can’t mess with her mind, if in her mind there’s already an explosion
Full of emotions, while she tries to stay focused
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No one listened to her when she was outspoken, now she remains unspoken
They don’t understand, but they messed up her whole motion
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Unopened, frozen, hoping for a token to life but still broken
Hoping, the doors to negativity closing, her mind opens
She starts to enjoy the moment
Staying away from everyone that’s posing
One day they give you roses, the next they’re feeding you poison
XXX
They want nothing but sex
Can’t hold conversations
He can’t even recite the ABC’s in his head
He is thinking hard on how to get me to bed
I can see right through you
You leave me on read
My energy you misread
You want to get freaky and you randomly text “xxx”
Reciting all the lies, here we go with the flex
Talking about your checks…
Like that’s supposed to have a different mental effect
I know what you’re about to say next, I know your next actions step by step
But I’m the bad one if I do the same and follow your footsteps?
Now it’s considered and overstep?
I’ve been prep
The double standard, when I join the game, they want answers, I feel the anger
Texting me “xxx”, I leave it unread, unanswered, I die of laughter
A secret romance
When they’re secretly together, they always reach climax
They want to be together but neither of them wants to take the chance
So, they stare at each other in secret and in front of others they just glance
He invites her out to dance, she accepts, they both go in a trance
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They love each other but perhaps they’re scared
Their love is different, but it isn’t rare
They are both really aware, they really care
It’s so unfair
They can’t be together, it’s all a blur
They’re madly in love, but they aren’t sure how it occurred
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A secret romance
They try to stop it and it just expands
They try to stop it because they don’t understand
They tried to stop it but their hearts had other commands
No matter how hard they try, the love won’t even collapse
They want to stop it but they don’t even know how it began
Per her mind’s request, she has to forget him
But per her heart’s request, she is not ready to let him go
Her mind is stressed
She loves him so much, she became obsessed
Even though he played too many games
Even though he cared more about her breasts
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With her mind, he messed
Her thought patterns, he arrests
He shoots her soul, even with her bulletproof vest
When he leaves her, she doesn’t understand, thoughts spiral though her mind she cannot digest
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Every time she sees him with a girl, she feels pressed
She calls him over, she begins to undress
He no longer wants her, not even as a guest
He helps her put on her dress
She confesses she is depressed
But she doesn’t comprehend that without him, her life would be blessed
