Under the moonlight

His glances are timid in the daytime
Acting suspicious like he committed a crime
His smile is barely a smile
Whispers in her ear that he loves her while he slowly distances himself from her
As the sun sets, he gets closer to her
He was distanced before, now he slowly approaches her
He is now moving in towards her in slow motion
Playing with her emotions
He loves her dearly, but isn’t ready to admit it to himself
He continues to love her in the shadows
They’ll keep dancing under the moonlight
Until he loves himself in pure light first
Until they’re ready to dance in the sunlight too

Fighting immortal thoughts

Immortal soul, trying to make it into the portal of life
I enter the wrong one, now I’m stuck in a cloud
Walking around a space crowded with thoughts
Some of these I can be proud of, but most of these I cannot allow
I introduce myself to each one and then they slowly get murdered
As I murder them slowly, I am getting further
The more corrupted the thought is, the stronger it is, the harder to kill, but I am determined
Some of these thoughts are immortal and they do not die, but if I cannot kill them, I must at least silence them
I keep fighting, I must find balance
Listening to them was a mistake, I followed their guidance and died a little each time
And as I’m here assassinating them, I’m smiling
Now I can enter the portal of life with a clear state of mind

Respect the surname

I was minding my business when you came
I was worried about myself when you came
When you came with no shame
Acting like I’m supposed to remember your name
But all I can think about is what you became
You showed your true colors, it’s the ending of your game
You hurt me, yet you are trying to give me the blame, it’s so lame
I stay in silent, you exclaim, but you have nothing to claim
You started war, never wanting to play a fair game
In trying to hurt me, you framed yourself
I bet you feel inflamed
But you started this, you tried to mess up my name
Now you will forever respect my surname

Don’t wake the dragon

Don’t poke the dragon
You see it sleeping and you want to disturb it 
You want to awaken it, and when it attacks, you can’t curb it
It upsets you, you’re so caught up in blaming the dragon
 And you don’t realize that you awakened it
It was at peace and you disturbed it
Sometimes we get attacks and we deserve it
Be ready to put up a fight and reverse the damage
The buildup anger, now you get to witness all the roars the universe never heard
If you was curious you should’ve observed but you poked it


Transitioning into enlightenment
Positioning my mind upright
Conditioning my mind to properly cope
Auditioning for better life roles
Re-positioning and aligning myself
Distancing from all that does not serve me
Listening to motivational podcasts
Not going to front, sometimes I feel like an outcast
Constantly visiting my highest power
Signaling my vibe to charge entirely
Tickling sensations through my body as my energy circulates

Stillness, stiffens all the bad energy and it explodes
Stillness, thickens the positive energy and it grows
I learned that when I’m feeding into chaos, I limit all my sensors

I can’t move, only witness, it can lead me into some serious illness
Richness of good energy rejuvenates my body
Richness with a good heart, transitions my soul
A fit body, a still mind, they become one


I’m not stressing you, her or him
I’m not messing with you, her or him
I’m not doing it for you, her or him
I’m not fooling you, her or him

If it’s between you and me, I’m choosing me
Too much of me I gave and barely got anything in return
I’m going in full friction until it burns
What remains, I’ll use it on myself
You want my love? You’ll have to wait your turn
“She is focused on herself”, now she’s selfish
It’s called self-love, I’m loving myself first
I’ll love y’all later when it’s y’all turn
I’m turning cold. Never

I’m just tired of sharing all my energy on souls that don’t deserve it
I had a lot more to share, but I ate it
I thought I would love myself better by loving others
But I’ll learn to love y’all when I love myself

It’s a balance but y’all never wanted to manage
I’m not stressing you, her, or him
I’m not messing with you, her or him
I’m not doing it for you, her or him
I’m not fooling you, her or him

Just Chill

My speed of bad behavior has increased
I need to keep reminding myself to chill
Sometimes I have no control, other times I do it for the thrill
There are days where I’d enjoy it, but it always goes downhill
I slowly instilled ill will in me
I was losing my good will
I had murdered my free will
I was feeding my soul suicide pills
I allowed others to chain me
They locked me up in emotion, and swallowed the key
This is why I wouldn’t succeed, they should have never had a key
They took advantage and left me a very big fee
I was worried about the guarantee of them letting me free, upset they wouldn’t see me
I remember, get upset, then I once again remember to chill
They have no control over my mindset
They left me an unpleasant debt, yet it isn’t a threat
I’ll free myself from bad debt