How to summon a demon

How to summon a demonIt’s quite common to lose your freedomWhen you’re tired of the pain and you turn evilYour mind becomes so chaotic you need to go under treatment How to summon a demonWhen you don’t take care of yourselfWhen your mind and soul can’t come to an agreementIt starts to weaken everything you believed […]

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Gaslighting me

You’re gaslighting meEver since you began, I’ve been trying to find myselfIt’s a little difficult when you keep readjusting my focusI tried to be happy and you often made me feel brokenI would be happy, and you change my mood like hocus pocusAt times it felt hopelessI know you have diagnoses, but you deny themI […]

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Intertwine Energy

Delicate heart, concrete mind Soul and mind finally bind They become one and they intertwined It’s a massive power when they’re both combined Elegant presence, neat alter ego The feeling is so powerful, I can’t let go When it’s time to be completely awakened, I’ll know, I’ll feel it in my bones The bad energy […]

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Coldhearted

You treat me like you’re coldhearted But I think deep down you’re kind-hearted How can someone so wholehearted, good-hearted, treat me so stone-hearted   I get it, you don’t know how to show me love but you act so dead-hearted I can help you relax, I got straight up facts I am trying to help […]

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Self-control

I feel so excessive every time I get expressive Trying to stay calm but I get verbal They triggered it but I responded I should always keep myself controlled I should always be the only one in control of myself   If you try to expose me, I’ll explode But a better response is no […]

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I’m ready

I’ve been feeling alone so I rely on my blunt, my lighter, a notepad and a pen I’m ready I’ve been losing my patience, it’s crazy At some point I started to feel numb Trying to vent to friends, they say they’re on their way and they never come I feel alone, my sanity is […]

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Waiting for fall

I had summer depression I was waiting for fall to grab my attention As I watch the leaves hit the ground, I remember you’re no longer around My mood is chill but when I think about you I have to calm down I could be laughing but the second I think of you, I break […]

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Ashes

I close my eyes and I get flashes Messed up and happy flashbacks, setbacks Remembering the times, you used to lash back My heart feels like it’s soon turning into ashes Because it felt like I was missing all my chances Soaked eyelashes, my wounds covered with patches Fighting strong for your compassion Saw me […]

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Solitude

Sometimes I enjoy my solitude I’m sorry, I’m not being rude I just have ideas I need to pursue I cannot afford to get confused So I’m a little aloof I got something to prove There are certain areas I need to improve All my energy I need to save and consume I want to […]

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