Gaslighting me

You’re gaslighting meEver since you began, I’ve been trying to find myselfIt’s a little difficult when you keep readjusting my focusI tried to be happy and you often made me feel brokenI would be happy, and you change my mood like hocus pocusAt times it felt hopelessI know you have diagnoses, but you deny themI used to think maybe you were in hypnosisBut you’re just a hostess of an atrocious mindI think about us getting along every time I’m smoking; I just want us to get alongAnd my mind is in a dangerous place because when it’s tired of pain … Continue reading Gaslighting me