Month: November 2019
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Away from you
Suspended the thoughts of being dependent on you You’re reaching, my nerves you’ve extended Long time ago this love ended because you always had evil vibes to attend to Let’s not pretend the vibe is still alive, my heart you’ve offended This was never intended by me; you had all the fault in this I […]
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Conscious or not
Living doll, electrical darkness She doesn’t know what’s real, she is not sure if she’s dreaming Everyone around her seems so insensitive, she thinks she has entered into a nightmare Visiting this place was a mistake This is not how she envisioned her story Supreme light, kind soul Alive, or asleep She will not change […]
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Grateful
Chilling, on Thanksgiving DayMissing out on all the negative vibesWishing to be grateful for all that I haveReceiving apologies, all is forgivenWilling to put up a fight for the positive vibesGrateful for all my winningsDismissing all the bad thoughtsTransmitting all my good energy as I riseRelieving all the painI’m grateful, never quittingI’m grateful, for new […]
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Peacefully Coping
Hesitation crawling inIt’s time for a reflectionIf I won’t stop suffering, I’ll at least learn how to cope through it It’s a wildlife in my mindPressed, hoping to get into paradisePatience is the key, to unlock it, is my pleasure Prisoner to my thoughtsMust find the remedyNot acting on impulsesMagnetic waves, silent mind, my qi […]
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Goodbye (food prompts)
I loved you every second of the dayYou only loved me on taco TuesdaysI carried all our weight, while you were too busy being afraidYou cook her 5 star meals, and I only get pizzaI’m trying to finish the puzzle but I have all the wrong piecesMy love decreases, my anger increasesI gave you all […]
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Dance with the shadow
You can’t run from the shadow, but you can invite it to dance I want to meet my dark side, now is my chance Sometimes it sneaks up on me, but I want to have control When the darkness is in control, I sink into a hole I forget how to be whole You […]
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Alive
More than just a body Rich, thick soul My memories of you are getting old Sometimes my heart is cold I’m outspoken but sometimes I fold After removing your pain, my soul I must mold I usually do the opposite of what I’ve been told My energy is sometimes rotten, but my soul forever remains […]
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Show me both sides
You’re only showing me your good side and that scares mePeople would be content but I need to see what you look like when you explode When the shadows consume you and you’re out of air, will you fight it? Or will you take it out on me? Show me all of you, your true […]
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I got this
You thought it was okay to constantly hurt me because you thought I would never leaveI learned to love myself and then I dippedYou thought I had no backup but I was equipped My heart you tried to rip, you were nice to me and then you flippedYou only loved me when I stripedSo many […]
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Do you
Do you know how many times I’ve tried to measure your words, measure your vibe to make sure they were authentic? Do you know how hard it was to love you? I was always under pressure, the guilt kicked in from both sides Do you know how hard it was to sometimes please you? I […]
Poetry & Self-Awareness 