I think I broke him

Manipulating people’s minds, only saying his side of the story He hurt me, I fell, got up & brushed it off But when the tables turned, and it was my turn I think I broke him He is now choked, corrupted Now ask him if he likes how it feels? Tell him to show you his tears so that you know it is real   I think I broke him In tears he is now soaked He is missing his Glory, I’m sorry Not really, ideally I also wanted an apology But you acted up and you blamed astrology, psychology … Continue reading I think I broke him

On Repeat

Come here and take a seat Let me greet you, it was nice to meet you Some days you hurt me really badly and I couldn’t eat I would get sad at the memories of you massaging my feet But I also think about the days I needed you and you left me alone to hit the streets Sometimes you were sweet, but they weren’t always nice treats Sometimes it felt like you were trying to compete Sometimes it seemed like you didn’t care and you weren’t discreet My mind took a retreat Can you take the heat? Because I’m … Continue reading On Repeat

New Beginning

Have you ever felt like you needed to shout? You open your mouth, and nothing comes out? But tears start to flow, when you’re trying to hide them, they run really slow You hold in so much emotion, one day you explode, you’re on a different mode And you think it’s random, it came out of nowhere, it’s a heavy load Tears still running in slow motion plus the bottled-up emotions That were left unsaid, the times you wanted to speak, but you got shut down The times you wanted to cry, but you were alone No one to give … Continue reading New Beginning

Determined Liberation

Me continuously loving you, that’s determination Me not walking out of the situation, that was me taking you into consideration I was our only foundation; you were too busy focused on temptation I was trying to be your motivation, you were more focused on domination I was hoping for admiration, you were hoping for a resignation I tried to have communication, you had nothing but aggravations Me continuously loving you, that’s determination I tried to have conversations, you wanted to be in isolation When I wanted to leave, you would get upset and it would cause a hesitation It was … Continue reading Determined Liberation

Promise me good intentions

Your lips are such a blessing One touch, you enlighten my essence I’m on a mission to keep your attention I have a few suggestions Because I’ve been in depression But you make me feel a love compression Opened to my expressions I’m scared at first, but you give me good impressions You have good intentions Never had a feeling of deception Never had a feeling of aggression I have a confession I promise it’s not an obsession I wouldn’t mind taking a few love lessons We can set up a love pension Lead me in the right direction Because … Continue reading Promise me good intentions

Over until I’m sober

I’ve been hurt over and over but it just made me doper I’m a joker, sometimes a smoker I like to feel high but sometimes I feel lower My mind is on a 1000 but my heart beat is slower I’m counting my breaths over and over I try to heal over and over but sometimes I feel broker, I let myself fall, and cause such an exposure I try to smile but my poker face is steady Can’t show my true feelings, what a disgrace, I thought I was ready My mind needs space, old feelings with new ones … Continue reading Over until I’m sober

Wicked

Right now I’m livid I can’t believe the uncleanliness of your soul You were so angelic, you let the world turn you cold, you’ve now turned wicked You refuse to listen and my words you’ve twisted You met a gal so timid, she was willing to break out of her shell, and she was ready to be committed Your spirit she always lifted, even if it caused her sickness All your pain to her you transmitted yet you’re the victim You should be convicted, her love you have restricted This wasn’t predicted by her vivid dreams She can’t forgive herself … Continue reading Wicked

Simply Coping

I’ve been slipping The tears keep dripping My anger is flipping out of control Waiting for someone to come make me feel whole We’ve all been through some shit Consuming pain bit by bit It sometimes makes you want to quit Take in that energy and transmit it When you soak it in, you can deliver it, admit it It will soak you in if you’re not committed You split yourself from other people because you need time to sit and think You need time for your mind to sink Deep in thoughts, trying to come across open minded I’m … Continue reading Simply Coping

Actions Predicted

My words you’ve always twisted Is that what you always wished for? It’s because of your expressions that I discovered your wicked moves And you never wanted to improve Your words are almost like liquid, your words spill and overflow But the sounds that come with it are super low They were never nice words By the time I start my first drink, you’re already on your third I’m trying to play it cool and the pot you already stirred I used to love you up close now I don’t even love you from a distance Every time you drank … Continue reading Actions Predicted

Help me stand

Let’s go hang and chill Go to the ice cream stand for a little I just want a taste of your love, for real I don’t have to explain myself because you know the deal You make me feel, this feeling is ideal The feeling is surreal, it’s so good, it feels unreal You’ve helped me heal It’s nice to know I don’t stand alone My hand you love to hold I was told my heart was old and cold It was ready to be sold, but You’ve helped me mold my heart You’ve helped me turn it gold I’m … Continue reading Help me stand