I’ve been slipping

The tears keep dripping

My anger is flipping out of control

Waiting for someone to come make me feel whole

We’ve all been through some shit

Consuming pain bit by bit

It sometimes makes you want to quit

Take in that energy and transmit it

When you soak it in, you can deliver it, admit it

It will soak you in if you’re not committed

You split yourself from other people because you need time to sit and think

You need time for your mind to sink

Deep in thoughts, trying to come across open minded

I’m guided, sometimes divided

Grounded, counting my breaths

Sometimes I am chaotic, sensitive, competitive but beneath I am genuine, feminine, sensual

I want to freely love you but I first need to learn to simply cope