I’ve been slipping
The tears keep dripping
My anger is flipping out of control
Waiting for someone to come make me feel whole
We’ve all been through some shit
Consuming pain bit by bit
It sometimes makes you want to quit
Take in that energy and transmit it
When you soak it in, you can deliver it, admit it
It will soak you in if you’re not committed
You split yourself from other people because you need time to sit and think
You need time for your mind to sink
Deep in thoughts, trying to come across open minded
I’m guided, sometimes divided
Grounded, counting my breaths
Sometimes I am chaotic, sensitive, competitive but beneath I am genuine, feminine, sensual
I want to freely love you but I first need to learn to simply cope
Poetry & Self-Awareness 