Poetry & Self-Awareness

As the rain falls slowly

I curl up in a corner of my bed

Trying to explain once again to my brain

what caused it all the pain because it still doesn’t understand 

As the rain falls slowly

I try to maintain my balance

I’m trying to gain positive knowledge 

Trying to dismiss all the strain

As the rain falls slowly

A train of thought hits me hard

I’m trying not to cry but my tears are hard to contain

As the rain falls slowly

I try to get up, but my body refrains

I’m trying to get up, by my body is drained

When my mind is wake, I’ll feel it in my veins