Pumpkin spice

Serve me a drink, I’m already feeling nice

Whiskey and ice

There is one of you, but I see you twice

Friendly advice

I’m paying the price, all night long you’ve been on your device

Overnice spice

You’re playing games, your foolishness is precise

What’s the issue?
You’re worried about me and I don’t even remember your name
It’s kind of lame
You think our mentality is the same
I stay in my lane, that’s the difference
You’re trying to pass me but your lane is unattended, when people try to steal it, you get offended
I’m not sure what you expected
You’re worried about other people’s journeys and your ship is sinking
So it got me thinking, while you’re sad drinking
Thinking where it all went wrong
Hoping you remain strong
You gave me all your energy just because you’re trying to be my enemy
You defeated yourself in doing so
Not one time did I stop to check on you, I was busy on my sight, even when I sunk, I learned how to swim, you’re trying to mimic me, I’m using all my limbs
You were too busy focused on me, even tried to take him from me, you can have him
I stay in the gym, I also stay slim
I’m worried about me, I’m not worried about him, or you
You were too focused on me, you got screwed
And I grew…

My soul feels the sensation
My vibe is in rotation
I feel the vibration
My soul needs to cleanse, it’s an obligation
Stuck in a cycle, I need to move to make new creations
My heart is present but my mind is in a different location
I need to ascend, I need an elevation
My soul is not completely free, it’s on probation
I want to move on but staying stuck is such a temptation
One must die for reincarnation
But sometimes I feel dead and when I cleanse my soul, I elevate in a different situation
I’m not the same person as I was yesterday, my soul has matured, each time it’s a new exploration
The old pain gets processed for elimination
My soul then feels a stimulation
I keep holding on to motivation
It’s that determination that will keep me sane until expiration

  Take off your mask when you talk to me
If you’re going to lie, walk right pass me
Sometimes you make it seem like talking to me is such a difficult task
But I am feeding you straight up facts
When you don’t understand something, you don’t even ask
You act like you’re under attack
You put on your mask; you’re scared to show me who you really are
So, you feed me lies
In the back of my mind, I know you weren’t really mine
So why stress it? Why try? I stare at your eyes and they’re blank
I tried to see your true self, but truth you lack
I’m taking my energy back
Tell me when you take off your mask, tell me when you cut off the slack

Her world used to be luminous
She never took it so serious
Numerous of times she experienced truthfulness but her lights dimmed when she discovered ruthlessness
Her world quickly became mysterious
Many times she thought she was delirious
She wanted to believe but what she saw around her was hideous
Not trying to be oblivious, she cares about the space she occupies in the universe, she enjoys the experience
Sometimes her lights are super bright, other times they dim down, she be having different periods
She jumps back quick from darkness, I guess you can thank resilience
And when the lights dim down, her soul shall remain luminous

I don’t know how I’m doing it, but I’m doing it
Every time I want to stop, my head drops
I get stuck in a mental box, my thoughts get blocked
Trying to open new doors & everything is locked
 
I don’t know how I’m doing it, but I’m doing it
Sometimes I feel paralyzed, in those moments all I can do is fantasize
My voice is dead, I can’t vocalize
I’m going to lose if I don’t prioritize
 
I don’t know how I’m doing it, but I’m doing it
My thoughts I need to organize then summarize
I’m hypnotized, so mesmerized I’m horrified
 
I don’t know how I’m doing it, but I’m doing it
Stopping is never an option
My words are so silent, my photos don’t even have captions
The negative vibe is up for auction
Proceeding with caution, It’s time to take action

Too much of you and I become excessive
Too expressive
It’s quiet impressive, never have me second guessing
Straight to the point, never disappoints
Moments with you are never upsetting
They’re quiet the blessings, sometimes I absorb them as lessons
You listen, no yelling
I want to stop this but I’m letting it flow
I’m getting there, but I’m getting there slow
There’s no cons with you, only pros
With you I want to grow, together we can glow
Although, sometimes I’m not sure
But then I feel like you’re my cure
It’s just so pure
Our minds are still quiet immature, but our love is so mature

Worthy moments

Lasting an eternity

Stroked of expressions because you don’t fully express yourself

Moments with you are strong moments

Tempered concentration on your deep, beautiful eyes

They tell me a lot and tell me nothing at the same time

I can read you like a book, but my past experiences clouds those pages

I see your imperfections clear

But when my vision is unclear, they seem to be at distance

Sometimes your intentions are blurry

And other times they are super specific

You’re hitting me with subliminal messages

I’m good at reading but I guess I’ve crossed a limit

I believe you yet I’m always thinking suspiciously

I study all your strategies

I want it to be a reality

But in my head, it’s all tragedies